GRACiiE's obsessions

2011-04-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

I'M BLOGGING \O///////////////

...no.

just to let anyone who still even passes by this blog to know,
i moved.

Click.
may or may not add you,
you can try adding. ^^

with that, good bye.
♥

2010-09-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

Just felt like updating one post.
Before I'm gone from this space.

I don't know. I might come back whenever I want to, since there is something about this place that I really like, and I will not just let it go like this.

I browsed through my past entries. I always like to do that. It makes me giggle.
It makes me think. It also made me realise how stupid I can be, or how "complex" I can be.

One thing I can be sure of is, I grew.
Mentally or what. Okay, not grew, -- Mature. That's a more correct word I guess.

Haha! Maybe next time when I review back and I read this entry, I'll still find myself stupid. XD

Anyway,
paper tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
I can do this.

할 수 있어
화이팅!

2010-05-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

HI WORLD.

what a rare day for me to even post anything here :D

or to even blog in the first place.

was talking to Farhan and he made me went to read Accion blog.

awwwwww. and then i just felt like blogging here.

it's been sooooooooo long.

anyway, i was at this picture. ahhaha!

i found it interesting because. i don't know. i realise you know, people change their msn nick.

LOL I MEAN WHO DON'T LAH, but. it's just interesting. k nevermind.

anyway the weather sucks. it's killing me.

i've a fan beside me blasting but i still can sweat. bloody hell.

i want to get rid of my sweat glands!

anyway, how can i not update on fandom when i'm here?! 8D

just short updates i guess.

just so nice i have this gif open :33

IT'S MY MOST FAVOURITE PART OF THE WHOLE BONAMANA DANCE OKAY.

HAHAHAH OBVIOUS REASON AS TO WHY.

and how can i not slot the MV here. :D

BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA!

anyhow, guess my favourite part of the song 8D

no prize if you guessed correctly. HAHAHHAHAHA!

AND I'M LOVING THIS!

BECAUSE HYUKJAE SANG IN ITTTTT! ;~;

he didn't RAP! he SANG! am so happpppy! *U*

AND YOU KNOW WHAT. THEY'RE COMING SINGAPORE SOON.

OHMYGOD. LIKE ALSDDLKAJSLAAFSDF

FEEL LIKE IN DREAMS MAN. XD

can't wait to see EUNHAE! :D

i just can't wait. omg.

shall end here.

cause i don't know what to blog anymore! hahhaah! XD

2010-02-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

the last time i blog here was 910892378923402years ago.

nahhh.

anyway.

the past few months were awesome.

firstly,

MY BB GRADUATED FROM HIS HIGH SCHOOL AND GOING TO COLLEGE!

\O/

oh my, i'm so happy for him *3*

just look at this boy

also had some fun time with crazy people :D

going to crazy events.

then there was countdown for the new year.

with more crazy people. hahaha.

also have crazy retarded chats with crazy people as shown! :D

we looking for monsters, you haz?

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

I SAW MY BB UPCLOSE IN REAL LIFE.

SO. GODDAMN. HAPPY.

^_______________^

and if you have not watch SHINee's Hello Baby you better start now!

because Yoogeun is such a precious little thing

and him calling Onew Appa will just make you melt into a puddle of water.

HOW CAN ANYONE RESIST THIS CUTE LITTLE DARLING!

anyhow. holidays rocks.

holidays rocks.

holidays rocks!

2009-12-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

it's been some time since i last blogged.

i sort of shifted my ass to another blog, but i don't think i will stop blogging here.

it's different feeling. but i like it.

so, few things happened over the past 2 months.

(2 months since i last blogged, here. nice.)

number 1 being SIP ended.

i really kinda miss it. it was challenging, tiring, stressful at the start but it gradually became fun and enjoyable and after everything i actually gained 2kg. wth i couldn't believe it i almost killed the weighing machine.

so it was back to school and fyp is here. so i'll have to chiong my ass off, it's about less than 2months left and year3 will end for me. it's so fast, it's scary.

number 2 being OTC.

3days just jizz-ed pass like that. Novir is one awesome empire to be honest. everyone's like so cute in their own way, and so enthusiastic, and supportive. we have funny things like jizz, which we love to see anyone, and everyone doing it, it's JACKPOT. i can't believe a random discussion about You're Beautiful with Mallory actually helped creating random responses. thankyou Director Ahn for always using jackpot.

i'm so glad i am in the same empire as Sabrina and Dorothy AGAIN! i was soooo damn surprised when i receive sab's text saying that she, dor and i is in the same empire again, my jaw dropped. from Accion, to Reliez, and to Novir! omg. i wasn't expecting anything at first since i will somehow always be the only one in the empire kind, woah lucky not this year :D and coincidentally Farhan is the FA, so it's like Accion. lol!

and i'm sooo glad i get to know Mallory. never really talked much to her before this, and lmao we just like clicked. and now she's my skinship partner >D she's soo cute lah, she text me this morning, i miss you already how. hahahhaa! and so happy i have like dolyce, eric, jesser, badd, melvin in my empire! rahhhhh. it's interesting how we just come together and. yah. :D

i just hope i can at least go for a few of the outings. that is if fyp won't be too much of pain in the ass. hahaha! and menses sucks, cause it came during the camp. D: unexpected totally, menses is a bitch.

and it was really nice to see Jane getting best GL. i was telling Sab, ehhh Reliez de jiu shi bu yi yang. LMAO! but ehhhh it proves that it was a right choice choosing her as best freshie okayyy! my yan guang is good! /proud GL/ ahhhh feels old. it's nice seeing freshies becoming GLs, leading and cheering. like a mother seeing kids grown up. awww, i feel so old.

but i really felt damn old. -.- i can't believe i can't run as much as before. may be because of the cramps and stitches, or i'm just plain old. hahhahahaha. i hope Novir can last, really. :D

and Sab!

i like to read your blog. update more plsthx.

cause some entries made me reflect, i like. :D

and if you're surprised why isn't there any pictures or anything, hahahahaha!

okay, it's videos i'm adding.

love this vid. though crying at the lack of hyukjae in it but it's so cute and sweet.

especially love kyuhyun and seohyun together! they're so cute together.

love the part when kyu appear with the doll head and the heart :D

and i cannot miss this okay.

this is too hot to resist.

i love the eunhae rap at the end. super hot.

okay, i shall not add so much videos.

leave these to those who are still here.

i'll be on hiatus anyway.

i don't know when will i be back,

if i will ever be back here.

2009-10-15T16:31:00.001+08:00

boy is shinging so brightly because...

IT'S THE BOY'S BIRTHDAY! :D

생일 축하합니다

이동해!

this fishie can be sooooooooo adorable,

and so hot at the same time.

look at boy running around. :3

and because i'm pervertic like that...

:Q_________________

unfffffffffff.

and well.

how can i miss out some eunhae action? >D;

oh, these boys *______*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE!

사랑해요!

and this post is dedicated to Anhui!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :D

since her bias is donghae. :3

and bias is bias.

i'm stopping here.

hahahahhahahahahhaha! rare.

but anyway.

i was soooooooooooo excited, i couldn't think straight.

BROWN EYED GIRLS IS COMING SINGAPORE.

goddamn.

first reaction was: whuttt, is my eyes playing tricks.

lmao.

but i don't know. tix is rather ex since if i'm going it'd be for BEG only. O:

ngl, i really want to see Abracadabra live.

and to be able to see Narsha and GaIn, X3

or maybe i'd just stalk them and not go the concert and ~~wait for fancams~~

and october/november seems really interesting with all the debuts and comebacks.

i'm really excited for Child of Empire's debut, and idk why. O:

SHINee's coming back too. but Ring Ding Dong as a title is LMFAO.

B2ST's debut is interesting too, their teaser really is (Y).

and if you noticed, it's all maleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ngl, i'm just excited for all the hot male blood.

ROFLMFAO.

/SHOT.

whatever. this post is too, crazy. D:

2009-10-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

T-ara & Supernova - TTL(Time To Love)

좋은 사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

Joheun saram, neoneun naege cheot sarang.

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram.

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

Gieokhae neo hanaman

혹시나 너를 볼까 네가 사준 옷을입고

Hokshina neoreul bulkka nega sajun oseulibgo

네가 좋아하던 짧은 머리를 하고

Nega johahadeon jjalbeun meorireul hago

너와 함께 걷던 그 길을 지나가기 위해서

Neowa hamkke geotdeon geu gireul jinagagi wihaeseo

굳이 먼 길을 돌아서 혹시 네가 있을까봐

Gudi meon gireul dolaseo hokshi nega isseulkkabwa

전화번호도 아직 그대로

Jeonhwabeonhodo ajik geudaero

혹시 나를 찾아올까봐 집도 그대로

Hokshi nareul chajaulkkabwa jibdo geudaero

내 미니홈피속에 너와 듣던 노래

Nae minihompisoke neowa deddeon norae

혹시 네가 볼까봐 혹시 돌아올까봐

Hokshi nega bulkkabwa hokshi dolaolkkabwa

우리는 아직 잊지 못했는데

Urineun ajik ijji mothaeneunde

우리는 아직 서로 원하는데

Urineun ajik seoro weonhaneunde

우린 아직 사랑하는데

Urin ajik saranghaneunde

엇.갈.려

Eot.gal.ryeo

사실은 보고싶은데

Sashilreun bogoshipeunde

미치도록 너를 보고싶은데

Michidorok neoreul bogoshipeunde

한없이 널 기다려

Haneobshi neol gidaryeo

결국 너를 기다려

Gyeolguk neoreul gidaryeo

혹시하고 멈춰서 제자리를 맴도네

Hokshihago meomchweoseo jejarireul maemdone

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

Joheun saram, neoneun naege cheot sarang.

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram.

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

Gieokhae neo hanaman

yo 혹시나 너를 볼까봐 그길에서 흔들릴까봐

Yo hokshina nareul bulkkabwa geugileseo heundeurilkkabwa

내맘이 약해질까봐 말라비튼 날 보일까봐

Naemami yakhaejilkkabwa malrabiteun nal boilkkabwa

너와 함께 걷던 그길을 피하기 위해서

Neowa hamkke geotdeon geugireul pihagi wihaeseo

굳이 먼길을 돌았어

Gudi meongireul dolrasseo

혹시 네가 있을까봐

Hokshi nega isseulkkabwa

전화번호도 이미 바꿨어

Jeonhwabeonhodo imi bakkweosseo

혹시 네 생각이 날까 집도 옮겼어

Hokshi ne saengaki nalkka jibdo olmgyeosseo

하지만 입에선 아직 못할말이 새

Hajiman ibeseon ajik mothalmalri sae

혹시 너를 볼까봐 다시 돌아올까봐

Hokshi nareul bulkkabwa dashi dolraolkkabwa

우리는 아직 잊지 못했는데

Urineun ajik ijji mothaeneunde

우리는 아직 서로 원하는데

Urineun ajik seoro weonhaneunde

우린 아직 사랑하는데

Urin ajik saranghaneunde

엇.갈.려

Eot.gal.ryeo

사실은 보고싶은데

Sashilreun bogoshipeunde

미치도록 너를 보고싶은데

Michidorok neoreul bogoshipeunde

한없이 널 기다려

Haneobshi neol gidaryeo

결국 너를 기다려

Gyeolguk neoreul gidaryeo

혹시하고 멈춰서 제자리를 맴도네

Hokshihago meomchweoseo jejarireul maemdone

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

Joheun saram, neoneun naege cheot sarang.

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram.

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

Gieokhae neo hanaman

다시 시작해

Dashi shijakhae

말하고 싶지만

Marhago shipjiman

들리지도 또 보이지 않는 너를

Deulrijido ddo boiji anheun neoreul

잡고 있어

Japgo isseo

쏟아지는 장대비를 맞은채

Ssodajineun jangdaebireul majeunchae

우리처음 만난 그곳으로 가는데

Uricheoeum mannan geugseuro ganeunde

자신이 너무나도 한심해

Jashini neomunado hanshimhae

다시 내 따스했던 자리 아직 가슴에

Dashi nae ddaseulhaessdeon jari ajik gaseume

넌 더 견딜 수 있니

Neon deo gyeondil soo issni

그럼 나도 조금 더 견딜테니

Geureom nado jogeum deo gyeondilteni

하지만 힘이 좀 들어가 너무 사랑했잖아

Hajiman himi jom deleoga neo saranghaessjanha

참으로 애를 써봤어도 어쩔 수 없어

Chameuro aereul sseobwasseodo eojjeol soo eobseo.

혹시라도 우연히 널 볼까봐

Hokshirado wooyeonhi neol buljkkabwa

그대가 내 모습 볼까봐

Geudaega nae moseub bulkkabwa

거울을 보며 눈물을 닦죠

Geoeureul bomyeo nunmulreun dakkjyo

혹시나 너 올까봐

Hokshina neo olkkabwa

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

Joheun saram, neoneun naege cheot sarang.

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram.

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

Gieokhae neo hanaman

this is seriously a very nice song *____*

really love this. They should just continue with this project 8D

T-NOVA! :3

oh and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENRY!

continue being a cute little kitty :D

2009-10-05T17:20:00.002+08:00

OHGAWD. THIS IS EPIC!

IT'S JUST SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOD.

gawd.

i don't know how many times i squealed and scream and laugh and and and

i don't even know what gibberish

it's just jkanioui23i789opsakjkknbvgqg7y38eiwds

OH I LOVE CHUSEOK. 8D

minnie's serious expression is soooo funny

teukie's serious expression during his hilarious shit solo is win

shindong's dj put it back on is omg damn cutee lahhh

hyukjae's just so sexy hot cute handsome at the same time i will die happily if he's my genie.

and them tearing their pants is AHHHHHHHHHHH 8D (lmfao)

ohlawd. i can seriously go on and on.

but somehow i was wishing heechul will be in this.

lmao it'd be a blastttttttttttttt HAHHAHA!

kay, before i keep on rambling i shall stop. 8D

/DEAD

2009-10-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

HAI GUISEEEEE
I'M BROGGING FRM TEH AIRPURTT!

SO NOH PEEKTURES NAO YOU PEEPOO!

OUHH, DUNCH BEH SARDDDDD.

CUZ JOKWON WILL GIB YOO SOME POWAH!

YEAH, I KEED YOO.

A PEEKTURE IS ORHWAYS NEEDZ.

i want to shit.

2009-09-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINDONG!

boy is so happy :D

life has been, work, sleep, internet, work, sleep and yah, pretty much repeated.

i totally unsure what am i suppose to update this space about.

actually work's been pretty alright minus the heels, the long hours and weird shifts, it's actually rather okay and quite enjoyable. it's not that bad. O:

i don't know what should i update here, seriously.

oh btw, i've half moved myself to another blog.

i don't know if i should just, just move there, or continue as 2 blogs, or whut.

hmmmmm. let's just see how.

i think i wanted to post more gifs. but i'm pretty lazy to and boy it's so lag.

i guess lazy bug bit me.

2009-09-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

BECAUSE AWESOME VIDEOS LIKE THIS NEEDS TO BE BIGGER IN SIZE.

can't explain the hotness of this video. damn.

it's just.

kkjfkfknjlif;a;o;foqowioejfnasfl;knas;lkfnlkasnf;jjsnf

bloody damn it's toooooo good. tooooooooo good.

*__________*

because donghae is just so sexy here goddamn i don't know how many times did i die

because kyuhyun's chinese is near perfect and omg his voice killed my fragile heart

because hangeng is so cute being nerdy and so hot at the same time i died

because siwon is just so fucking handsome and there's this part of his clap i died

because ryeowook is just so cute trying to be hot and sexy but still so cute that i die

because zhoumi has those killer smile that once he flashes it you just cant take it

because henry's dance solo is so awesome and he's so cute inside that can die

because this video is so much worth watching.

/dies

and i don't know what else to blog. i'm feeling lazy.

but prolly because i don't feel like managing so many blogs. and blogger is killing me.

have some banana guys.

(i know how irrelevant this gif is to the post, i'm just lazy to upload.)

okay, because my biasness is too overwhelming

AND APPROPRIATE GIF IS ALWAYS APPROPRIATE.

and because hae's just, so, hot in here. and his face.

*___________________________*

and okay.

i have to end, i'm totally like breathless i swear.

my heart might be pumping at like 989187168498209323 times per minutes even.

they are just so hot.

and i've got this awesome clock on my laptop. that's hell awesome.

i can't stop staring at it.

no matter what page i open, it'll still be there.

adds on to the reason why i can hyperventilate.

LMAO.

boys need to wear suit more, just cause they look so fucking hot in it.

seriously, i'm dying.

OH MY SUPER GIRL, NI SHI WO DE BABY GIRL.

(oh, hyuk, be my superman, i can be your supergirl :D

oh, so cheessyyyyyyyyyyy.)

2009-09-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

i'm hating to update this space because this posting page has nothing on it except for this, box.

i have to type out the html myself and i cannot click on the already shown ones, yes i'm lazy. ]:

but anyway i'll be updating even lesser soon, tomorrow's the start of SIP.

i don't think there'll be gif or picture today cause i'm lazy to open photobucket and to html it. i'm pure lazy.

jaebum left 2pm today.
this sucks. and is ridiculous.
cause man, he doesn't deserve all these.
netizens are just fucked up, and now that he left they must be cheering and having a party.
the support from fans for him was overwhelming, why, why must he leave. tsk.
side track a little, the whole wikipedia drama was amusing. people randomly editing it is retarded but the contents was hilarious. but now it's there, 2pm as 6 members and jaebum listed as former member. ]: damn. i'm gonna hope that he going back to US is temporary.

and then i read that hyunjoong got swine flu.
how nice, all the bad news comes rolling in. tsk. today's not a good day, uh?

anyway, the up side of life.
SIP starts tomorrow, and my company's Swarovski Singapore. [: i'm happy. it's really good considering it's school posting. i mean, come on, who would expect a company to be this good, right right?
what's best, i'll be at the Airport branch. 8D
i don't know which terminal is it at, though. \:
tomorrow's to the delta house for a full day orientation, and i have a little off day on thurs. and fri's at airport.

i'm getting a little excited, nervous, anxious, *insert whatever other adjectives*.

i'm gonna try sleep earlier tonight, so that i'll be able to wake up earlier tomorrow.

& what a long chunk of text.

2009-09-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

been some time since i update this space. \:
blogger's been a bitch and i no like.

but i have to update if not sab and derek don't know what's going on.
hahahhahahahahhaha!

whatever, i feel like doing a gif spam but.
blogger. sucks. D:
i'm thinking of moving journal but i don't know.
~~blogger is really getting sucky ]:~~

first thing, there's SIP briefing tomorrow and SIP is starting on wednesday.
DO NOT WANT.

so on monday,
010909.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIDEON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKSHENG!

went out with pris, derek, izak and farhan.
ps for macs, cathay for bnj. SHIOKNESS CAUSE OF ICE CREAM.

ICE CREAM MAKES ME HAPPY :D

thursday was out with sab, glenn, nic and shawnlow.
bugis for steamboat, walked to raffles city for starbucks.

had TPSU subcomm tea party.
theme was dreams, so just dress up as what you wanna be, or something to do with dreams. yah.
so fion, rayna, shah and i wear our freshie shirt. lmao. iman's suppose to wear also but, he was outside already and all, yeah. was pretty fun, the eat, chat and all. just that there was this pretty retarded 'dance battle'. omg.
so embarrassing. i'm shy, srs.

and lmao, what song did we dance to.
you want a hint?

i don't think i wanna tell. X3

went back lounge, had chats with rayna, fion, izak, rowena and zhengquan, plus some here and there, i can't really remember who. but it was filled with crack, seriously.

i kept laughing out loud. omg.it's like

and f(x) need some space here, just cause

girls are amazinggggg ♥
LA chA tA is very much stuck in my head right now.

and my, Luna is hot.

totally on fire.

i need to screw back my body clock since it's screwed.
i have to learn to sleep earlier since SIP's gonna start. ]:

is want a dinoteuk to kill SIP.

AND BECAUSE I'M BIAS
AND BIAS PEOPLE WILL NOT STOP.

i see something, bb. ♥♥♥

LOOK AT THE HYUKJAE PACKS!♥♥♥ :D

told you bias people won't stop here right.
♥
♥
♥

because a smile like this makes me feel so much better.
♥_____♥ so prection, bb.

~~is want a hyukjae right now.~~

2009-08-26T19:54:00.001+08:00

BECAUSE IT'S
E V E R Y W H E R E.

WUTTTTTTTTTT?

HAVE YOU ABRACADABRA'D?

2009-08-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

OH I LOVE THIS.

*bookworm status*

2009-08-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

if you wonder why is Kibum so happy, because it's...

YESUNG'S BIRTHDAY! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONGWOON!

he's extremely shock because...

he's the only fail here. XD

oh &,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIRO!

and i'm back to study.

2 papers left.

but studying?

Jessica no like.

STUDY? DO NOT WANT.

exams chewing system?

anyone?

2009-08-21T03:25:00.003+08:00

time check: 3:33am.

bloody hell, it was just 3:32 like 4 seconds ago.

this is pretty freaky since it's the 7th lunar month already.

anyway! first thing!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM! :D

this picture is just amazing enough. ♥

and Yesung dances in celebration.

LMAO, someone's birthday coming soon too.

i'm studying right now.

it sucks that the exam will take place at 930am.

oh what a timing. i hate it.

and Jungmin understands.

i need luck man. D:

anyhow, it's just 3 paper.

fighting!

kay, i changed my blogsong.

i wanted something light and crazy, since i'm in a i-need-retarded-song-and-not-gloomy-song mode. thus Pajama Party! XD for the benefit of those who don't know, it's by Super Junior Happy. [:

it's so joyous that Sunny loves it!

(ps: stella, here's Sunny!)

hmm, 2NE1.

but i don't have their gif. how about some 2pm?

i bet Claudine must be spazzing now.

and i don't have Jessica either,

but how about some Heesica? anyone? :D

roflmao Heenim.

PABO!~

kay, a few more hours to go.

2009-08-15T04:59:00.003+08:00

i wanted to pimp this post with awesome stuff.

but i don't know if it'll appear.
shall try it out.

this page is crap, cause there's like nothing. D:

Hyukkie is asking me what time is it.
so i guess i'll go to bed soon.

but i have to share something! :D

SO FUCKING HOT.
OMG. CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THIS.
LOOK AT HIS CHESTTTTT.
bet Donghae and Shindong loves it too. XD

kay i'm done telling you guys Eunhyuk is hot.

i shall go to sleep now since Teukie already gave Hyukkie a kiss.

in the end this post is still pimp'd!
8D

2009-08-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Taeyeon is so shock cause i'm blogging again.

nahhhhh.

i was as shock as her today. HAHAH!

i did the same thing.

my mother asked me something random today, but it was so funny! :D

she asked me, how come your friends never come and stayover already ah?

last time like every week also come.

hahahahahahhahahahahahhaha so cuteeee!

guys who are readingggg,

my mum is thirsty for a party like how thirsty KyuJong is.

oh btw, Kyujong looks so sexy here. 8D

even JungMin is sooooooooo excited! he's doing the body shake right now!

omo. HyunJoong is dancing!

so okay, holidays.

mahjong or something.

whoooohoooo!

(Y)

okay, i'm going to sleeeeeeep.

hahaha, HyunJoong pulling curtains already.

2009-08-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

Sooyoung is so happy cause i'm blogging.

she's laughing like crazy now cause i'm blogging.

she can't control her laughter cause i'm blogging.

kay, that's not true.

but i'm blogging.

First thing!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

it's so joyous that even Yuri is dancing! :D

for the past 2 week was hell.

fever, cough, flu, headache, backache all visited me. meow.

and i'm having headache and neckache now.

it's so horrible even Yoona is pouting.

but i just poped 2 panadol.

headache is okay already but neckache is...

okay, i don't really have anything to blog.

my brain juice dried up many many. ]:

i just got a mosquito bite, yuck.

look! even HyunJoong is whacking them!

okay, this is a good post filled with gifs. :D

so now it's not so empty!

yay!

2009-07-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

this is bad, cause i'm addicted to this song.

urgh.

and it's totally not helping when you're suppose to do projects.

but in anyway, i think the dance is cool.

i want to learn. HAHAHAHAHA! :D

sorry sorry sorry sorry~

2009-07-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

just realistic, not pessimistic.

i'm finally updating this space.

after. a few days. okay. hahahahaha.

i'm neglecting this blog pretty much recently. ]:

i think cause i twitter too much.

and i tumblr too. so i'm getting lazy.

projects are coming to and end, then presentations, and exams, and holidays.

then it'll be SIP.

there's already one RBB presentation tomorrow.

ah meow.

i can't remember what i wanted to blog. i know i wanted to blog something. hahahaha, ohwells.

i feel like eating something, but i don't know what.

anyway, my dad's work is like 5 day work week now.

so he's saturday is free. so is like omg. he'll be at home every saturday. AHHHHHH! ]:

there goes my peaceful saturday. ]:

yesterday he was nagging at me like mad. i was like urgh, i want to rest on a saturdayyyyyy!

lol.

anyway, 27th july! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO.

please grow up. hahahaa, dont irritate me so much. LOL.

and happy belated birthday Sherry and Jasmine! 26th july!

happy belated birthday shawnlow! 25th july!

can't really remember much about what happened the past few days.

omg, my memory is really failing. haha.

i remember going to watch temasek league series, soccer is lol cause some people wanted to fight. hahaha. then there was captains ball and basketball.

watched more of captains ball, remember playing it when i was in primary school. mygoodness. how long was that.

celebrated shawn's birthday in lounge. and geraldine has a damn cool job now! (Y)

so a whole group of people went to kfc for dinner. then it was home.

wanted to go out yesterday, saturday. didn't in the end. long story which is z. no point in mentioning.

and today was just. z.

watched We Got Married! (Y)

only Kimhyunjoong and Hwangbo cuts though. :D

i lovelove the ssangchu couple. highly cute! super funny the both of them, very nice together!

i love how hyunjoong always do random funny things and those sweet little things to make hawngbo laugh! it's really sweet please. though he's insensitive. hahahaha!

and hwangbo is just damn nice i swear! and the food, wahhhhhhh.

how i wish it didn't end so fast! ]: and oh! their 100th day photos are (Y)(Y)(Y)!

but the last 2 eps was, omg. damn sad. whywhywhyyyy. D:

go Joongbo! if it's real life it's more cooool please.

i hope your love is always happy.

was talking to sab about some stuff.

and then i was like. actually, what's life?

but. quite interesting what, really, what's life? hahaha.

after that we talked about alot of retarded stuff though. HAHAHAHA! :D

SSMSSMSSMSSMSSM.

anyway, my back is aching again.

i tried cracking my back in different ways but not helping.

i need a massage. a really really good one. hahahhaa.

ohyah, i'm glad there's only 3 exams i'm taking! (Y)

kays.

tomorrow presentation.

FIGHTING!

2009-07-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

i was just screaming on this ride, i need to learn how to throw my hands up high.

currently doing rbb.

submission this friday. no joke.

presentation is next monday. not funny.

i'm dying of fatigue already.

went to ryan and glenn's gig last saturday!

met cj, claud and sab first before going.

was late when we reached so we missed it! D:

haha, but heard it was great! (Y)

after that was lunch, then walking around and all with claud, sab, cj, glenn, xinhui, latif, jiayi and branda. sab had to l4d and then xinhui, latif and branda went movie, and claud went church.

and ryan joined us back for some slacks.

tried to do something but nothing.

in the end we just left the place to city hall to meet sab and pam.

dinner-ed, glenn and ryan left, met claud, to pasir ris we go.

reliez chalet.

whole lot of people! O:

some were outside some were inside.

card games screaming shouting all. they had a little bit of raping here and there. met a few rare faces! and a few chappers. hahaha! it was quite fun laughing at sab being molested by me and jamphua. then me and cheryl went nuts. abit of dai di, with nic swearing he wont lose if not he suck cock. in the end he lost but there was no action, HAHAHA. abit of truth or dare and charles is damn zomg sicko shit. fathin is retarded max and eric is damn poorthing. hahaha. pris came with robin! and yay, gelatogelato. fierce shit everyone was snatching. but it was awesome! love the rocky road, thanks prissy! thanks alvin and jessy for the organizing of chalet too! [:

was reading sab's blog!

it's (Y)! :D read a post about some convo some time ago.

still makes me smile! hahaha!

i'm neglecting my blogger i realise.

been twittering a little too much plus there's other blogs to distract me. omg. hahaha.

i'm loving tumblr. :D it's nice.

went to watch temasek league series today.

was joking about watching a show to paige. what premium seat all.

and then some people were really bo liao to want to fight.

come on lah, grow up. fights are childish leh.

was talking to sab, and she say if you think life sucks, eat cup noodles.

but i just finished mine! D:

need to stock more at home.

kay i'm actually getting really tired.

i really need to get myself motivated.

i actually thought of what i really wanted to do for a moment today.

but i don't know if it's feasible. what if it's just a moment kind of thing.

hahaha, you know i'm a realist.

thanks nicniccocolette. hahaha.

bangsbangsbangs you. thanks for asking and the little chat. lol, though i feel like a little dog but it was nice. hhahahaha! meow.

thanks claud, sab and cj!

i'm feeling pretty tired right now.

rp3 tomorrow, pereocean. outisde library. i sense a long shag day.

i heard there's an eclipse tomorrow.

sounds interesting, no?

i'm actually craving for a mcspicy. zomg.

or something fried, chicken, spiced up kind. kfc sounds good too, or even popeyes.

but no kay, i really am craving for mcspicy. godddamnit.

k bye cup noodles.

2009-07-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU SEXYBITCH SABRINATANSEXYLEGS! :D

so sweet lah! open my email first thing i see is thisssssss! [:

anyway! today first avenue was awesomeawesomeawesome!

sold stuff okay! not to friends somemore! :D

like happy only! and that makes our department hit the target just like, 30minutes after store opened. highly cools! (Y)

nua-ed most of today. and yay! sleepsleep. suddenly i super love sleeping.

was thinking of sleeping earlier tonight too.

went Chomps yesterday!

sexciting. but our one-man organizer was sick! take care lah izakteh.

met sab, ahsiao and claudz! :D talked quite alot about ahsiao's hair. hahaha!

and he showed me all my camwhored pictures in his phone. HAHAHAHA!

waited for dorothy and gina to come! whoootz!

cindy and farhan came afterwards then all buy food.

damn shiok. stingray, lala, oyster omelette, chicken wings, char kway teow, sugarcane! shiok only! was a massive load of fooooooooood \m/

was damn damn damn shiok, we looked like seventh month ghosts. hahaha!

then cindy and farhan left, and the rest of us continue eating like swines! HAHAHA!

and ahsiao was still saying he will pass the flu to us alll! haha!

then we were like talking about our shirt colour!

2 yellows, me and claud, 2 reds, dor and sab, 2 whites, ahsiao and gina!

gina and ahsiao had a damn exciting talk about the collection of the little miss and mr all.

then gina was saying she wants mr bum mr strong and stuff. hahaha, and ahsiao took out a ball!

then there's mr small and little miss sunshine! :D

and ahsiao gave me the little miss sunshine! woots! k, actually i sort of kope from him lah. hahaha! but. little miss sunshine, i hope she gives me more sunshine. [:

tauhuayed. or more like puddinged. hahaha!

talked quite alot of shit!

and funniest thing is we stood under the kensington park rd sign and talked for quite long! HAHAHAH!

after that waited for bus and homesweeeeethome.

weekends is here. not much difference i guess.

shall go for reliez chalet a while and see how its likeeeeee.

sounds cool.

think i'm going to see glenn and lopez's gig at heeren tomorrow!

sounds cool.

what sounds the coolest is that I'M GOING TO SLEEEEEEP!

(Y)

tired beyond words.

2009-07-15T10:44:00.002+08:00

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who’s with you?
future boyfriend. haha.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. what kind of animal?
rabbit!

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
walked to the rabbit and cuddle it.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and you are at your dream house.
a bungalow. simple and nice.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
er no.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
nothing.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
a porcelain cup with a handle.

8. What do you do with that cup?
nothing, leave it there.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at what body of water?
a small pond.

10. How do you cross that body of water?
walk around it.

!! Don’t read the rest yet if you’re planning to fill this out !!!-

The ANSWERS
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

found this on tumblr and thought it was pretty interesting. :D

ohwells. some of the parts is like. is like. i don't know. hahaha!

i love this morning's weather. shiokballs! how i wish can just nua in bed whole day.

anyway, i'm having headache. hahaha dieeee. and i'm still veryyyy sleeeeeppppyyy.

must be the weather! must be.

hokays. time to hit schooool.

meowmeowwoofrawrmoo.

2009-07-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

can't agree more.

so today is tuesday.

i feel like calling it Red Tuesday.

cause i was wearing red, with red toenails, and i didn't realise my undergarments were red until i went home, and i was wearing red strawberry earstuds.

RED TUESDAY. oh, i ate bolognese in the afternoon also. very red.

anyhow, went school for about like 5-10minutes consultation for FARM.

glad it's pretty fine.

submission this friday. woahwoah.

felt really really really really extremely tired today.

i've got no idea why, just felt very drowsy.

when lounge at bout 11 and was at the toilet. i felt like vomitting but, nahhhh there was nothing.

and no it wasn't exactly gastric, or anorexic, neither am i pregnant k fuck. guess it's PMS though.

was stoning and zonking most of the time.

cj say that what i feel is called nauseous or okay i don't really know the spelling.

zomg. was lucky to have branda and chester as company this afternoon! haha.

then some stuff happened, yes, some stuff.

you know i don't usually say these kind of things here because to me my blogger should be happy. but i guess i don't really care anymore so ohwells. i guess my mood wasn't really good at first and everything. and since i guess it was directed very at me and all. felt very bitchy today, and i guess bitch fit isn't the best thing. sorry to whoever is affected, and the victims under my bitch attack. i am a bitch, no doubt,i admit. i typed a whole chunk after this, but i guess it's of no use saying or explaining or talking about it anymore.

thanks claud, sab, cheapo, branda, lopez and a few others. rocks only.

FROLICK AFTERWARDS! with sab and cj!

shiokballs onlyyyyyyyyy. oreo is still the best topping ever! (Y)

i guess photobooth is still fun at frolick, hah!

am freaking tired.

can i ask reject project's call? it's calling me.

anyway, sabbbbbb!

blog posted.

how sia, if everytime you ask me to blog i blog.

tsktsktsk.

meiyoulaaaaaaaaaa. :D

2009-07-11T15:27:00.004+08:00

i thought this is damn funnnnnnnnnnny! i laughed out loud when i first saw it. :D

following is something interesting found on vanessa's blog.

Installation of Love.

>

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install
Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you
located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now.
Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge
and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt
from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent
memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will
eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High
Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and
Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed.
Can you turn those off ?
Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke
Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and
Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that
normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base
program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get
the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error
- Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set
up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In
non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before
you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the
following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your
Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The
system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty
programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all
directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely
gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files.
Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying
themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but
eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed
and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure
to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in
turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

it's very interesting. [:

right now i need to pull down self-acceptance, then to forgive self, realize my worth and acknowledge my limits.

cannot find it. so i shall pause installation currently.

anyhow, my internet's back.

hell yeah \m/

it's something worth being happy about.

last week was pretty hell cause internet's down, and there was like many things to do kind of feeling. july's a scary month cause it's when projects will be pilling and submission draw nearer and nearer.

but i'm glad there will be things to look forward to! :D

those small little outings/dinner, what nots are like my little motivation. [x

like next week next week!

one of the nights, i don't know which! there will be chomps dinner!

helluvawesomeyaw! :D

thankyou max to ISSACTEH that retarded one-man organizing comm! haahaha!

i was laughing like mad when he say i made him smile to his phone! awwww! loves lah!

and Claudine's been awesomely sweet! :D

thanks to her man, i think without her i wouldn't have survived the past week.

the macaroons were, not bad! but got room to improvement!

and i think maybe one day i shall go to her house for some baking session.

hahaha, really thanks for hearing me out although you always laugh at me, but it's okay, cause you're still the love. :D

i'm listening to Love Will Keep Us Alive by the Eagles.

it's a nice song. i like listening to those like, slow and easy listening songs.

makes you feel so relaxed and worry-free. like you're floating on those chewy clouds that you can sleep on and will not worry falling down all. hahahahhaa. does it makes sense?

anyway, i'm having backache now, AGAIN. OMG LAH.

it's happening more than before. ]:

it's bad. very bad.

found this on ljsecret.

somehow i find it quite true. i know some people doesn't like it. but it's a fact, leh.

ohwells.

i saw a phrase on tumblr, "Friendship is like money, easier made than kept."

thought it was quite true, too. hahaha.

anyway, i was just having backache!

and then i was somehow craving for some roasted fooooooood! :D

ohyes, i had a weird dream last night. shouldn't exactly call it a dream, seems more like a nightmare. but, hmm.

i dreamt that i died, AGAIN. seems like dreaming myself dying is not a new thing already. but it was a little more gory this time round. compared to the past where i just dreamt that i died silently kind.

it's abit more shocking cause there was blood and knife involved.

abit fascinating cause it looks like a part of movie scene.

but the like the main actress is me kind of thing, hahaha.

and funniest thing is my death took place in a theatre, i can't remember what kind.

i walked in, and ohmygoodness, i saw people sitting on their chair, DEAD.

all of them had a knife stuck in their throat. it's even crazier when i realised all of them are familiar faces. like majority are friends. walau, i felt so bloody sad and was wondering whatthehell happened here.

then i plop myself into one of the seats. i was looking to the front, i wanted to ask what happened but nobody can reply me. then suddenly i felt a knife, a very sharp knife, on my neck, slowly pushing into my throat. like i can feel the cut, then into all my nerves blood vessels muscles all. the funny thing is i don't feel any pain, and i somehow knew this was coming. and as the knife slowly being pushed into my throat, i looked around to see who the 'killer' was, it was someone i know, and she was telling me don't worry, it doesn't hurt, everything will be okay. look, everyone's dead, and she herself got a knife on her neck too! lololol.

don't blame her, i sat back on chair, i can still breathe. i can talk abit. i can feel the tip of the knife inside my throat. there's still air. i'm losing my breath very slowly. i can feel blood. it's gushing out of the wound. when am i going to die, or at least faint. though it's not painful but the blood is, like, accumulating in some parts of my body and i'm going to like puke blood anytime.

then it happened. the blood was in my mouth, and then i just vomitted all the blood.

okay, by then i can't breathe anymore. and suddenly everyone around just looked at me!

and i thought they were dead! totally don't know what was going on. i remember a movie was playing on the screen, everyone just continued watching, as i slowly pass out.

then i close my eyes! lol, i remember someone looked at me and say goodbye when i close my eyes.

walauuuuuuuuuu dramatic siaaaaaaaaal. and fucking gory. the bloooood was. scary max. and it feels very real somehow. i don't know why it feels as though i can feel the knife. ahhhhhh!

okay, whatever that scary dream is.

i had a couple other retarded dreams! and i woke up smiling at those retarded parts! hahaha!

ps: Sab, Ahsiao, Claud and Izak appeared in one of them together. and is quite retarded i swear.

and sab totally forbid me calling her sexylegs.

which i just did.

kays, goodnight world.

you are so cooling tonight that i don't have to on the aircon.

which sort of save the earth.

hellyeah, this weather rocks. i love sleeping in this cooling weather.

please, no more knives and blood in my dreams, i dont want anymore dramas.

2009-07-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

TPSU AGM

so monday was TPSU's AGM!

was pretty interesting. haha. glad to have Sab for company woots!

eyecandy song was (Y), minus the spotlight part. hawhaw.

i totally missed out the new added in bridge because i was very distracted! zz.

anyhow, was awesome cheering our hearts out. haha!

(ps: i'm typing this on 110709. after my internet is back. so i'm having a memory lag. o:)

so one of the days. (okay if this is drafted on the actual day of incident..)

then woah! camwhore in lounge "today!" HAHHAHAA.

Cj's photobooth is happening to max.

actually cause he was foosballing and we shouldn't waste electricity so why not let's photoboooth!

plus his effects were awesome fantabulousss! (Y)

k, i guess i should do a new post on the past week, though it seems like nothing much has happened. but hey!

SAB AND AHSIAO! you've got something to read now! :D

SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2009-07-01T22:00:00.004+08:00

- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Never Again. says:

wah shit im feeling sleepy

-DEREK- P.F.L give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean says:

haha!

good!

then you can sleep mah!

meet sabrina in lalaland!

you better log in faster

if not later i log in liao then you cnt log in alr

only two ppl can log in

using the same account

user is gracesabrinaderek

pw is dereksabrinagrace

dont confuse the two

difficult to rmb one

sabrina inside very long le

this one connection good

wont dc one

- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Never Again. says:

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

WTH!

haha, Ahsiao is sooooooooo goddamn funny i swear! omg.

and sexybitch Sabrinatanchenling! please get well soon, if not can you spread something to us, then we can have flu party. LOL!

i'm feeling crazy, and i think i'm going crazy already.

i NEED to learn how to manage my time because i don't. and i really need to learn how to focus because i can't. i don't want to show that i can't handle so many things at one go and show that i'm alright, when i'm not. i know i'm acting to show that i'm okay and fine, but the truth is i am not. it gets very bad when i'm alone. yah shut up i know i sound very weak now and i hate it. i know i must act to show that it's not affecting me or whatever, but in actual fact it is affecting me very badly, i don't know why and, i hate it. i hate myself for feeling so weak. i'm feeling what? lost? insecure? uncertain? i don't know. it just feels as if i'm going crazy. aiiisssshhhh. after i type this whole thing, in the end, i'll still be alright. that's what i always tell myself, i'll be alright. i will be, right? okay. projects. now. now. go. i'm okay. you're okay. we're okay. everyone's okay. this chunk is useless. it's not worth reading, it's pointless. k. projects. go. chill. and. go.

i think i just can't handle stress well. stress and time management, anyone?

2009-06-28T17:08:00.002+08:00

KFC: Have a taste of my Original recipe chcken you red-hair fag!

MCD: Oh yeahhh! I'll defend using Bigmac! Give it your all you old bitch!

hahaha! made me laugh like mad.

anyway, it's sunday.

i woke up at 3plus pm which is coolshitkickass i love!

like, i just wake up on my own without anyone waking me up!

shiokballlllssssssssss. :D

and mama just made hotdog bun for us, so delicioussssss.

and oh.

i was thinking, if i should change my blogskin. O:

not that i got bored of this skin luh.

just, i don't know. feel like changing it or something. hawhaw!

see how luh. :D

anyhow, i've been having really really weird and laughable dreams! hahaha.

okay, at least it's funny lah. so it's alright. O:

i'm so bored, i'm going to fly to the moon now and look for chang-e to hangout.

hawhaw.

2009-06-27T23:45:00.001+08:00

Super cooooooooooooooooooooolshitkickass collaboration lahh! hahahaha!

this is highly awesomez. :D

2009-06-27T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hey you surround me like a blanket in my bed
The look in your eyes has stayed inside me
In my head
Outside it’s snowing it’s odd for this time of year
Your light through the darkness
Getting smaller oh I fear

Love love pulled us down in the gutter
Can you see us getting out oh I wonder
It’s a long long lonely fight down inside me
Can I get you to bring back light or is this never again

Hey you’re my weakness
Still my lover in my mind
And you still control me
Summer I put you so high
Hey did you forget you could never get enough
Well I’ll always love you
No matter how far you run

There is a lover down inside all of our gates that we can’t protect forever cause
He’s sucking at the air from our lips
I felt him tremble when I first picked you up driving honey
We drove for hours I remember when I first let him kiss
You and your mouth the taste of love if filled me up to the tips
I couldn’t sleep for weeks
Fevered at one hundred and six

You surround me like a blanket in my bed

Never Again - The Midway State

it's a long long lonely fight down inside me

can i get you to bring back light or is this never again

270609. saturday.

feeling bored and nua-ed at home.

i'm having backaches. hawhaw, i don't know whyyyyy. and howwwww.

it's been for the past few days. come and go come and go. heeeediot.

and yah, school reopened. but feels pretty holiday-ish.

no classes for some subjects, though yes, submission. \:

and the swines getting everywhere uh!

was joking the other about spreading it to me, then prolly get quarantine, stay free chalet, get a table and totally get everyone to mj there. hawhawhawhawhawhawwwww.

but goodnessss ahhhhhh! alot of people around me are like sick! please take care uh, get well soon.

(yes i did hope i get sick too, so can like, stay at home all, get quarantined uh. hawhaw)

lounge was ultimately crowded this week! prolly cause it's just the start.

couldn't quite get used to it. i guess as weeks pass everything will be more comfortable with everyone knowing each other. hawhaw. but i did miss the times where we just step into the

lounge and shout heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! and then just talk to everyone. hawhaw.

i guess time is something which can be your good friend, it can be your enemy too.

you need it to be there, to help you recover with whatever's bothering you.

but you know, time can't do everything. sometimes even when it's there for very long already, things are still not changing. and it's still as bad. hawhaw. i don't know if this makes sense actually.

sometimes the longer you wait for someone, or wait for something to happen, the longer you're wasting your time. sometimes the best thing to do, is to just, let, go. and move on. this way, save soooooo much of your time, your youth, your brain cells, your attention, your sleep, your tears, your energy, and you will save your heart from being lost.

you know some things, it's very hard to get it out of your mouth? and then you'll always get tongue-tied? hawhaw. i hate that feeling. then we'll always hope others will understand us even without saying it out. fact is. if you never say it out, no one will ever know how you feel or what you think. true? i guess that is a mistake i made too often. sometimes i wish that i can speak whatever's on my mind, and not bother about others. and i always have this time lag. hate the time lag. and yes, i hate my cowardly self. but i can do nothing about it anyways.

but i guess what's good is that you get to realise alot of stuff. like, you get to know who are you more comfortable with and who you can trust more, or like. you get to know who's there for you when you really need someone to be there. and the best thing is? you can totally be yourself in front of them, you don't have to act, you don't have to put on a strong front or wear a fucking thick mask to show that you're okay or what. (okay i admit i do that too often.)

this post is retarded, random, and quite POINTLESS.

i quite dislike it when i always do pointless stuff, but yet pointless stuff are always so interesting.

and no, it's not directed at anybody or anything. it's totally just reflections made on my own and it's totally. just. reflection.

btw, SS501 IS THE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-06-21T20:24:00.004+08:00

Happy Fathers's Day!

didn't really did much today.

dinner at night with family.

fishhead steamboat at whampoa hawker, somehow it's just expensive and we tell ourselves not to eat there anymore.

anyway! had SU Subcomm camp for the past 2 days.

it was lolfunstuff. :D

camptheme is tnglish class, was in Tomeitz, and we are all t'udent. (it's like a total big tongue thing! hahahaha!)

so i had coooooooool FAs yawwww! is like Izak and Nic. LOL!

had to wear yellowyellowdirtyfellow colour on first dayyyz.

abit late cause had to celebrate mum's birthday and yayys! we had Japo-foodo! coolios!

sashimi was the awesomemajorlove! :D

kaysz, anyway! so reached school, had the usual start, ice breaking games all.

and awesomebellosome cause that applebottomjeans is finally in my empirezxszxzxz! :D

then there's luffy, latif, jiayi, branda, samgoh, victoria and more!

so station games at night. very retarded and fun. haaaaaaah.

then was debrief, and yay! hahahahaha.

met up with awesomest people!

there was like derek, sabrina, shah, sinyan, ryan, rayna, fion, jolene, iman and cj.

was talking, bitching, laughing, gossiping, taking photos using photobooth, disturbing and all! funniest thing of the night was that stupid cheer!

north south east west who's the best! apple apple is the best!(and omg it just, continuessss)

hahaha! very the fun. breakfast was shiokballlllllllllllllllllls.

hotcakes was awesome cause it satisfied my craving yummmmyum.

didn't exactly sleep much but wah! don't know why super energized and awake when, wake up. hahahaha! everyone gathered at koi pond, early morning high-ness, breakfast, (k i can't really remember what happened= =), mass dance school song etc, wet station games, didn't really play cause my auntie came to visit! wow!, sunburnt until veryvery horrible, and the heat was omg buay tahan, but anyway! lunch afterwards, hahaha.

then it was to amphitheatre, had some dancing thing and HAHAHAHAHA! shit i seriously thought it will be the first time to see derek dance, it'll be damn funny but no. never. = = idiot, but sabrina was sabo-ed up so, shiok! HAHAHA! but anyway, had this assembly game after. was funnyshit anyways.

i think it's damn funny when we went design concourse to look for the maincomm and we saw melissa there and we just assume brandon is there all! and then he was really there! hahaha, and the clue leads to benneo. damn easy, whooohoo! hahahhaa! is damn coincidental cause i called sab and where is she and who's there, she said swimming pool and benneo is there. win.

got him back, disturbed him like alottttt. HAHAHAHA!

anyhow then all of them were back, and then to koi pond, forming of TPSU, end camp!

back to sdc, and waited for people for sometime, fell asleep and then to cpf macs!

didn't exactly eat muchhhhhh! rawr!

but had awesome retarded talks and laughs with awesome retarded people! :D

waited for the maincomms! then Sab, Izak, Ahsiao and I left!

to my houseee!:D

okay, so Izak wanted to sleep. and Sab, Derek and I took turns to bathhhhhhhhh!

AND HAHAHA! derek's towel is highly amusing! :D

in the end Izak didn't sleep AT ALL. we just talked and disturbed each other. (i can't remember what happened). oh i remember derek and izak's abrasion then must sleep on bed thing! hahaha!

after that we talked about some stuff. i totally can't remember what happened \: then claudine came, then i think i fell asleep! zomg. then pris came. then i went back to sleep! HAHAHAHAHHA! i was THAT tired. but i think sab was also asleep then. yah.

so i guess everyone fell asleep quite early! HAHAHA!

woke up in the morning, slowly one by one. motivation was ICE CREAM! brought by pris from gelatissimo. hawhawhawhawwww. early morning wake up start disturbing alreadyyy! oh then we had homemade marshmellows by claudine! :D superb ahhh, like awesome only!

so we nua-ed around, then izak was complaining about mahjonggggggggg!

but we were, damn nua! hahahaha. and then okay, we got the table out, and the mj set.

so it was the first roundddd. halfway only and that idiot has to leave! = = so much for wanting to mj. hawhaw.

so we played for a few more rounds! and then they lefttttt.

k following is a damnnnnnnnnn cute photo of kimhyunjoong.

drool people droooooool!

k i don't feel like blogging anymore.

and i don't get why i always draft a blogpost for so long uh. i took don't know how many days for this post. = = it's 270609 now.

2009-06-19T03:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

stay healthy and ever pwetty!

loves!

2009-06-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

whoohoo. it's been sometime ever since i blogggggg!

hahahahhahahaa.

haven't really had the mood to blog for a long time.

so one of the nights, i was skyping with Claudine. and i was eating this XXL lollipop. like shiok only. :D

highly retarded.

and last week my mum was admitted into hospital cause of some operation.

hmm, some tumour in womb i think. i saw the pictures, it was omg scary.

but she's home now! quite healthy. hehhehheh. :D

thanks to those who wished her wellllzxszx! [:

so i was home the whole weeeeeeeek!

cause my mum's at home for the whole week.

nothing much actually.

unless you count watching Boys Over Flowers something. HAHAHAHA!

actually quite uh.

i love this song by the way!

it's Because I'm Stupid by SS501. :D

SS501 is a boyband that kimhyunjoong/jihoo sunbae is in. but i like the acoustic version he sang in the show better. ]: but there's only the cut from show, don't have the actual one. D:

okay, this one is he sang during his fanmeeting session. all the others are cut from show. hahaha.

i lovelovelovelovelove this version better. [:

anyway, someone should do something about the ending!

it's so unfair to jihoo i swear. = =

from Meteor Garden to Hana Yori Dango to Boys Over Flowers.

hoiiiiiiii, can someone just change the ending from Tsukasa+Makino/Junpyo+Jandi to Rui+Makino/Jihoo+Jandi?!

i really think guys like jihoo is damn hard to find already ahhhhh. omg lah. he's like angel please. hahahaha. someone just tell me where to find this kind of guy. where. tell me where. = =

scarly maybe singapore will do their own version. haha, called 4boys+1girl. = =

but singapore guys standard will be too low to even film it anyway. \:

oops. heh.

anyway! i was searching for something to drink!

and i discovered this damn shiok grape jelly drink. haha!

it's like not juice ah! it's jelllllyyyyy! :D

but the jelly melts and becomes juice. erm, yah. damn cool. haha!

anyway!

Subcomm Camp's tomorrow!

sexcited only. hahaha!

and whooooo! i'm yellowyellow:D

and it's MUM's birthday tomorrow!

oolalalala.

shall clear my table.

2009-06-11T00:00:00.006+08:00

Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day. The average person laughs 13 times a day.

we are no average person, we laughed at least a thousand times in all i felt!

People invovled were CJ, Sabrina, Alvin, Kaming, Aizat, Fathing, Claudine!

many highlights! and since i'm a little lazy to type everything out i shall type whatever i can think of! :D

realizing that it's very reliez + cj, me calling fathin aizat is very bimbotic, chatting outisde the room about GLs and all(yes, we love talking about FO and GLs idk why), going to bizpark to eat dinner!, guess what's our dinner? it's Wee Brothers Nasi Lemak okay! how shiokballs is it, 5 of us - Claud, Cj, Sab, Kaming and I decided to explore, took lift up to level 6 and take a walk, Claud just tell me like very normal "escorts escorts, got 2 escorting us", she totally point the other side of level 6 actually signalling us there's one over there but we thought she meant walk there funny shit, level 5 was a bit freaky, she was pointing up to the ceiling but none of us dared to look but actually there's nothing!, went to room and they asked to help seal up the big 'hole' at level 4!, using only newspapers is wah challenging sial!, but we did it with alot of shouting for tape!, a little of trashbags and more helpers after a while, was quite fun cause we were doing ridiculous stuff like, disturbing the station game that was below the level hahaha, and the funny bat incident omg screams!, we got to the room and got our roles!, thought we'll be wanderers but in the end we are wanderes + room ics, me and alvin got a room, make up make up!, took group photos, waited for quite some time for log items, proceeded to level 5 in search of our room after.

ohmy. here comes the whole exciting part.

Alvin and i were looking for our room, and then it was there, secluded inside, went in the room.

omg, i swear i hate that room, lol and i just tell alvin i dislike this room i really don't like this room etc. wrong decision to do so anyway, decorated the room, make it more visible in the dark, nightwalk started but there was nothing much to do. became wanderers with alvin, but we will NEVER step into our room. anyway, some of the wanderers were irritating shit, ohwells. bored to extreme, sat and stone, daydream, complains, sleep all, disturb abit of people here and there, but still boring. not long later something crop up and everyone has to go back to LT. so it's like end of nightwalk.

helped to clean up level5 & 6 all, wash upppppp! took our bags and left school for. SUPPPPPPER!

best part of the night i swear.

paradise prata! cheeeeeesemushroom ftw!

proceeded to playground with our whole night chat of buggies, alvin's agency, the boyfriend drives the buggy, don't know escape the chute, go to batam, etcetc. omg it was funny like mad i swearrrrr. Kaming and Fathin were the cock kings! they just keep bombing funny shit and we all can't stop laughing lah omg. :D but it was scary when alvin and i were talking about our room being very weird. and it freaks me out, when he was saying the reason why he dislike the room and he thought i know about it when i don't.

i totally got goosebumps lah omg! and i still remember one part when the phone rang!(the phone is a log item) and i went in alone to check the phone, but when the phone stop ringing omg i just ran out of the room cause it just feels, w-r-o-n-g. you know, that kind of someone is in the room and you're not invited kind of feel. D:

went home after that and wow! the interesting things doesn't stop uh.

first was bus15. the ez-link machine spoilt. COOLNESS.

everyone on bus has freeeeeee ride! but walau, i got consession, so no difference! = =

changed to 34, back to punggol and got onto 83.

wow. this is MORE interesting.

the bus had faulty door and the bus driver had to adjust it and stuff, then he tried to stop engine and start again all. and then, the bus broke down. HAHAHAHHA!

so drama, then we had to all get down and wait for another bus, then the bus driver give us all free ride. AGAIN, NO DIFFERENCE. walauuuuuuuuu.

but it's damn cool. i never got on a bus that breaks down before. first time first time! hahaa, but i like the ride back home. [: cause it was morning, so it feels very nice. looked around and enjoy scenary. people rushing to work and school, i rush home to sleep. hahaha!

(finally i finish blogging this post. i took manymany days anyway, though the date is... ahhaha! yah. :D but anyway, the nightwalk wasn't very exciting. but ohwells, the company made it better anyway!)

2009-06-09T02:05:00.004+08:00

看住时间

别让它再流浪

it was a great day spent with these people! :D

Hsunhao, Tania, Jialing, Yinyue, Gabriel, Changsiang, Daniel.

met yinyue hsunhao gabriel and jialing outside kbox, talking about ugly ezlink cards, bhps has lousy phototaking skills, room 57 is ulu max and small like crap, quickquick choose song, want to change room, changed to room 56 which in compared is wow big shiok balls!, tidbits is being spammmmmed, fruitsfruitsfruits with cherry pineapple longan lychee, gabriel sharing his kbox working experience about storing all which is quite bby hahaha, lost touch with all chinese songs, drinksdrinksdrinks where are they, tania came, wanted to just cheat like 5 people but tania also sing but oops they caught us, ohmy finger fooooood!, chicken nuggets fries mushroom balls, and the mushroom balls is really shiokballs!, food spam, singing of crazy song, jialing thinks luguangzhong is funny looking, discussion on what he looks like while tania just continue singing hahahaha, we all concluded that he look like a silent pervert(the kind who molested you and acts blur haha), hh yy formed niao ji yue tuan, looking for changsiang and daniel and asking them to come in, dajingxiaoguai is the most bombastic song!, singing of a scary 12min qinggewang zomg, supposed to be till 6 but got to drag till 7plus :D, walked out, took group photo, deciding on where to eat!, settled at jiaxiang jiaxiang jiaxiang mian mian mian!, here got sell what ah?, jiaxiang mian lah!, difference between golden and normal jiaxiangmian, orders plus fried wantonnn, fried wanton were so big you couldnt eat, right it's too small that a child can swallow two hahahha, cs being very guailan, hh and gab left early, rest of us deciding where to go, pool in the end!, cs and daniel challenged, then it's yy and tania's turn, taking of photos also, after that cs and daniel had to leave as they have test on next day, hahahah! what's test? can we eat it? :D, went to esplanade with yy tania ling, sat beside the river and reminisce, omg primary school days are just funshit wow, didn't know i was so cock last time, talking about changes with who has the biggest change and all, prefect days zomg i was a prefect hahahahah weirdshit, how we know each other, who was the biggest meanie, retarded moments, our class being hated, people know who are we but we don't know who are they welldone, talked until 11, walked to busstop, 857 to boonkeng and mrt homed.

very interesting day! :D

it's very nice sitting down and chat like this and realise ohmy how fast time flies.

imagine doing this, 10 years later. when we're all 29, 30. it'll be even more interesting and more heartwarming. maybe by then some of us will even have family. how coooooool.

it's also awesome! guess what.

i did a good deed! :D

kay, it wasn't exactly very good. cause i didn't do it instantly. butttt!

so what happened, i was sitting in the train, that damn reserved seat.

a family came in. a grandmother, a mother with a trolley, and a young girl.

so the grandmother sat beside me, and then the mother pushed the trolley(hahaha accidentally rolled over my leg but i smiled at her and she smiled at me! :D), and sat beside the grandmother, then the girl had no seats! i felt bad cause i already didn't give up the seat to the grandmother, so i stand up and let the little girl sit. hahahaha! she was so shy and cute lah :D

second incident was on the bus home!

so i was going to board this bus, 83 from punggol interchange, and this guy helped this old lady bring up this heavy 'trolley'(is it what you called? the market kind of trolley auntie always push one) on to the bus. i was like, wow. awesome dude, all the rest were just watching luh. hmmm.

so was on the bus, and since it takes a bit of time to my home i closed my eyes for a rest.

i was listening to Dead and Gone, and when this part. 'i turn my head to east i see nobody by my side,' and when it's 'i turn my head to west...'

SOMEBODY TAPPED ME ON MY ARM.

siaooooooo, i kena shock.

then oh, it's the old lady. so she asked me is this sengkang yet, i was like, oh no auntie, it's still at punggol. and i gave her a smile. :D i took out one side of my ipod, then she was like talking to me. i felt very bad, cause i didn't know what to say. she was talking to me in dialect plus chinese, and i didn't want to make myself lol so i tried not to speak my broken dialect. hahahaha! she was saying it's very late, 1130pm already, and she's still at punggol, then it's dark and she can't see the roads. she's worried her family will be worried about her and asked me a few times whether it's sengkang already. so i was listening, thinking, looking at her. i saw that there's this interesting mark on her arm.

i can't really tell what's it. but it looks like a paw print, just that it's very different kind. like, some religion stuff i guess. so at one point she called her son i assumed, and tell him she's still on the way, like so late already but don't worry she will be home soon. and then this guy board the bus.

then cause the auntie's trolley was blocking him, he had to try to walk pass it all to the back. then he kept looking at me, and then to the auntie. i bet he must be thinking the auntie is my granny or something, and wonder why didn't i help in pulling the trolley all.

ps, the trolley is on the aisle, and i'm sitting the window seat on the right. anyway. then i had to alight.

and i told the auntie i got to go and told her she'll reach sengkang pretty soon and take care.

the whole while that man just kept looking at us. he seemed amused, i don't know why.

and the auntie just kept smiling and say thank you. hmm, i hope she went home safely uh.

but it's so interesting. i don't know but i felt good. hahaha :D

like i made her smile at least. LOL!

and i realise, old aunties like to talk to me. omg.

cause she's not the first one to randomly strike a chat with me uh.

not bad, maybe i got the nice feeling to them.

or maybe they just think i have an auntie in me and finds it nice to talk to me.

but my mum once told me is cause these aunties have no daughters at home to talk to, so they tend to find people who look like their daughters to talk, like omg do i look that old?

but it's so sad also, like the have to find other people to talk to cause they can't talk to their own daughters or son. so sad and lonely. ]:

but hokay,

at least i did something good today!

you know karma, what comes around goes around, hahahaha.

i did a good deed, means i minused something bad from me. yay!

(okay maybe not uh. bad = more bad, good =/= less bad)

kay, tomorrow is worth looking forward to! :D

nightwalknightwalknightwalk!

2009-06-08T03:42:00.003+08:00

KIM HYUN JOONG IS MAJORLY CUTE!

LOOK AT HIS SMILE LOOK AT HIS SMILE!

JUST LOOK AT HIS SMILEEEEEEEEE!

SO CUTE LAH!

HE CAN MAKE ALL OF YOU SWOON AND MELT

AHHHHH OMG

HIS SMILE IS LIKE THE SUNSHINE OKAYYYY

SO WARM AND NICE I LOVE :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

eh, is the guy hor!

not the girl. :D

Farhan! you shouldn't show me this lah!

NOW I'M GOING TO SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM YOU :D

I DON'T CARE, HE'S MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-06-08T03:07:00.001+08:00

can you hear it, the moon is telling a story.

the moon last night was fantabulaso. pretty like mad zomg.

i was totally going crazy over it.

how i wish i have a rope and pull it down mannnn.

hahaha!

celebrated JANICE's birthday yesterday!

hope she enjoyed herself like max! :D

it was major fun and majorly tiring.

hahahaha!

reached seafood harvest at bugis, met changyong, waited for a while, jan serena becca came, i was the surprise there cause i told jan im not going, ordered food i got a dessert they got their meals, happy birthday song, changyong flirt with the waiter, left the place, proceed to minds cafe, jiasheng is the new surprise, he is damn cock, bluffing he got 50 other men hiding inside storeroom to surprise jan, we bluffing both him and jan someone is coming and they keep turning around to see, combo is pretty ex but still go ahead, gamesgamesgames, true colours, telepaths, uglydoll was hilarious, shuhui came and is another surprise, shouting of zubat is funny shit!, uglyuglyugly turned into zubat/blueman/pinkman and wth are they, some slapping game, shouting of fuck and chaocheebye cause we're suppose to shout words starting with F and C under the category of swear word, shouted some retarded stupid stuff, eaing of food, himbo bimbo moments, toilets, weng came with a cake, singing happy birthday, photo, eavesdropping on other table with them shouting qing yi se hahahaha, which proved that i'm a total eavesdropper during true colours, pay money yawww, moved off to marina square for a little shopping, bluff jan we going to take circle line, actually to marina barrage, went there, walk up slope, and tadah! the big surprise is ethan with a big elmo balloon hahahaha, take photo, slack awhile, chatted, and offfff we goooooo, train and home.

meow! hope you enjoyed yourself scandal! :D

i'll be dating you out soon again! [:

went to ahgong's house today.

went to eat steamboat for lunchhhhh.

mummy and daddy were pretty funny on the MIC thing! hahaahha.

i didn't know they are actually quite, well. racist. or country-ist. \:

but was a good time and i ate alot.

i bet i gained another 5kgs or something. ]:

came home, slept, facebook and all.

was talking to Farhan, Sabrina and Issac.

retarded stuffffffffffffff hahahahhahaha.

and the facebook note is coollovemax :D

izak should not be lazy and just do it luh.

TPSU SUBCOMM RESULT IS OUT! [:

check TPSU blog to check if you got in!

congrats to all who got in! :D

and for those who didn't, don't be sad okay, join next year! :D and support tpsu by joining the events yawwwww wheeee!

i'm glad i see quite some familiar names!

and i'm glad Sabz and Prisz got in! :D

and yayyyyy! i got in tooo. :D

hahaha, Farhan was being a bitch before that omg, was highly scary luh!

anyway. it's so late already. i should be sleeping! hahaha.

tomorrow should be fun! [:

nights moon, night stars, nights world.

♥

2009-06-06T09:49:00.002+08:00

We have fun,

We do what we want.

Enjoying our time and

This is how we live our life.

YOODLEDOODLEYOOOOOOOO!

had a great time last night!

barbeque rawr with these people! :D hahaha

brandon calls it the 'surburb' friends. hahahahaha! so funny.

so anyway, there's Farhan, Ben, Brandon, Irving, Yufei, Annhin and me!

damn cool cause we started our fire only at 1020pm. HAHAHAHA!

then we were at the rooftop garden! happening only!

lol, we were worried that the policeman will come. LOL!

start fire with no tongs, charcoal set up like doing design model, difference between iit school and design school(hhahahahahha charcoal), lighter cannot light, annhin's hand blackblack, farhan try to start fire fast and being the chef for the night, hotdog too burnt and black, crabstick like damn cold, beer anyone, ribena is shiokz, sourplum is sour, honey is damn good, add add honey!, honey on bread, toasted bread which is black on one side like during drawing lesson, irving toasted a damn shiok bread and is a 2day certified yakun man, brandon damn nehneh as always, talkcocks, ben got scary sharp weapons, chicken fillet got no taste, soya sauce and chilli sauce made it damn shiokballs, everyone damn full, talk more cock, funny bottle cap with not only one hole but many hole, which looks like a tap hahahahaha, rubbish rubbish clearclear, whose bringing home what, group photo, homedz!

highly funny and crazy.

hahahahaha! lucky nobody called police ah! if not quite tragic :D

okay, it's late. i got to goooooo!

doing something special for somone special! i wonder who!

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

i hope it's a beautiful day again! :D

2009-06-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

Life is a journey,

Not a destination,

There are no mistakes,

Just chances we’ve taken

it's a beautiful day today! :D

everyone's gotta agree with me, today is very beautiful! hahahahhaa.

okay. i don't know! i feel so light and happy today.

and when i step out of house, i took a deep breathe and, commented to myself,

WOW. TODAY SEEMS LIKE A REALLY BEAUTIFUL DAY.

siaoooooo, how can not be happy!

last day of midsems, and i'm gonna kill 2 paper in one day! how shiok that can feel man!

best of all is. i know my stuff! like, prolly a few hours before the papers. HAHAHA!

nothing to be proud of lah seriously. but, yay! :D

i'm glad the sleep-early-then-wake-up-to-study and to tests scheme worked! hahahaha!

i didn't know until at about 5am in the morning that FARM can actually be, quite easy.

(cause lecture 4 formulas provided ah. hahahahahaha)

RI was rush shit!

i only started studying like after FARM, and only have 3 hours before tests startsssss.

i was damn scared ah. cause like got so many things to read. lol and i anyhow just pickpickpick,

sial, lucky all the important points came out!

i think my memory has already trained to memorise things fast, in pressure mode.

i couldn't remember everything when outside the exam hall, but once sit down, readreadread, SIAOOOOOO I CAN DO :D

(okay the essay was damn easy cause it's all tutorial question \m/)

but anyhow! i still feel today's damn beautiful.

is it the sun? or the trees? or the birds chirping? i don't know leh.

i just think today is damn beautiful.

but anyhow, had 2 funny incident during exams today, which caused everyone to laugh.

quite a good thing, cause at least it made the whole place less tensed. hahahaha!

AND NOW, PEOPLE.

IT SMELLS LIKE HOLIDAY.

IT MEANS.

PLAY, PLAY, PLAY.

PARTY, PARTY, PARTY.

ohno.

it also means, project work to be done.

hahahahhaa, how anti-climax.

okay, gotta go meet people to buy bbq foodz. :D

2009-06-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

FOOOD GLORRIOUSSS FOOOOD

okay, i'm kind of like, craving for japanese food right now. O:

actually a few hours ago i was hungry, even after i ate my dinner! zomg.

i'm like damn easily hungry i swear!

anyhow, i just woke up not long ago to study.

i can't believe i can actually get myself up. i was so scared i couldn't wake up ah.

and i don't know why am i so 'hardworking' this time round.

i guess i'm just, scared. hahaha!

but yah, should just start studying and stop facebooking or whatever shit.

i have like TWO paper to sit for later on.

no joke man. 2 crazy paper which i have perhaps about 1% level of confidence only, can die. ]:

anyhow i thought RBB paper was easy. provided my first question answer was correct uh. haha!

MM seems like a retard! ]: what size and shape of Junction8, and trading area all. 20marks!

damn scary uh seriously. \:

anyhow.

JUST 2 MORE PAPERS LEFT.

2 MORE.

I CAN DO IT.

I CAN.

HANG ONNNNNNN.

just, jiayou abit more.

ABIT more only!

and then i'll be free! :D

looking forward to so many things yay and all these are like motivations! hahaha.

come on Grace,

you can do it! :D

♥

2009-06-04T07:38:00.002+08:00

A Moonlike Person

You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to no burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has dealt blows before. You tend to think about things alot more than other people. And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about what would happen later.You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely. Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

I JUST HAVE TO POST THIS UP!

i've never taken a test in Facebook that's so true!

damn shocking. hahaha.

anyway, it's "What is Your Inner Self?" quiz.

it's like quite sad to admit that i'm someone who thinks alot and my heart had dealt blows before ah. not cool at all. and sometimes i feel lonely, and i often keep things to myself.

but ohwells.

i'm like the moon. hahahaha,

and i have many faces just like how moon has many phases.

okay, time to go school for tests!

wish me luck!

2009-06-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SCANDAL

JANICE HUAY CAILING!

enjoy your last teenhood, the awesomebellosomesexy 19!

and stay sweet with your, we-all-know-who luh! :D

(ps: this post is so turquoise! O:)

♥

2009-06-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Though we share so many secrets
There are some we never tell

went to study with CJ and Claudine came at a later timing.

very productive today! :D

got to memorise much more than usual. [:

perhaps it's cause i have 2 papers tomorrow and that i was forcing myself to study, and i have motivation to look forward to after exams! :D

anyway, we were studying at Starbucks after both of their laptops have no batts, and totally need plugs at Macs. Macs got nooooooooo pluggies.

i was trying to memorise and looking around.

sitting beside us was, a family.

or maybe 2 families.

but it was so nice. sitting at starbucks, talking over coffee.

discussing about their child and stuff. :D so cute.

and then i was wondering.

will i get to do this when i grow old?

like, sit at some place and talk to my friends about life and how we're all doing?

with our kids running around and laughing. hahahaha.

feels so nice. [:

but the future's so grey and unpredictable, whether you'll get married or give birth you don't even know.

or maybe tomorrow, you'll just get swine flu and die in the hospital.

LOLCHOYMAX of course that wouldn't happen but you'll never know.

hahaha, was playing some retarded psychic guessing with Claudine.

and then she had bimbotic moments. like really blonde kind! lolololol.

but i had mine too. i banged my head twice on the wall while laughing like mad. not very smart uh.

Farhan came to find us and say hi and then we left cause starbucks was closinnnnng!

dingdong! hahaha.

and then there was this guy standing at the window, trying to say hi but then at the same time hiding, from his girlfriend i guess.

so cute! hahahaha. :D like only happens in drama lah, hahaha!

so it's RBB in the morning 9AM tomorrow!

and MM in the afternoon.

i'm totally scared of 9am papers, what if i can't wake up! what if what if!

i better go sleep now, so that i can wake up in time. :D

taupehgong ah guanyinma ah,

bo bi i can wake up exams score well ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-06-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

Got one life to live
It's only what you make it
Every new day's a chance worth taking

the cat's so adorable. :D

look carefully at what it's doing! hahahaha.

i'm happy!

happy-yaya-happyhappy-ya-happy-yaya-happyhappy-ya!

1 more paper down. but means

4 more paper to go. \:

but anyhow! IMR's down, which is sucha big relief!

it was terrifying please.

Skyped with Claudine last night! :D

and we were both wearing I Am shirt. hahahahha!

she was suppose to monitor me to study and not do anything elses.

but, i was damn self-disciplined! hahah!

i just keep on studying okay! :D

HAHAHAHA!

highly retarded.

then she show me some retarded stickers she have.

then don't know what chilli beside her face.

signifying she's hot all.

HAHAHHAHAA!

anyhow.

suppose to overnight study with Mich and CJ.

but CJ cannot make it.

so i don't know if i'm still meeting Mich.

okay, not meeting already! hahaha!

my stomach's like.

going crazy recently. sometimes i just don't feel like eating!

i don't know if it's a good thing or bad.

cause don't feel like eating = eating lesser = not gain so much weight = LOSE WEIGHT!

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

and i keep having the feeling of shitting/puking.

is there something wrong with me? ]:

and the weather!

FUCKING HOT AND HUMID AH.

2009-06-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

stars are just

b e a u t i f u l

i think shitting is a very wonderful and joyous thing to do.

i love to shit. please shit, let me shit some of you tomorrow.

anyhow, RP3's downnnnnnn!

down down whooooo downnnnnnn!

next tomorrow is IMR!

dingdingding! round 2 of testsssss.

5 more rounds to go.

lucky Wednesday's a break day.

if not i can just cui and die.

went school earlier to meet Mich and studyyyz!

Claudine came and yay! studyyyyyyz.

CJ came and yayy! studyyyyyyyyz.

the chrysanthemum tea my mum brewed is wholeesomeawesomebellosomeeeee!

damn good. very cooling and keeps me awake. i love.

met Ahsiao at night, saw Applebottomjeans and Ginabanana!

all the poorthing-sip-freaks. ohwells. \:

waited for their subcomm interview to be done but they take eons.

so i went home first.

and now.

i'm going to study.

IMR IMR IMR

I Mean Retard.

hahahahhahahhahaha, retarded. :D

2009-05-31T19:28:00.002+08:00

Fuck You Very Much

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind

Then look a bit harder

'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired

Of all the hatred you harbor

okay, i'm not really in an angsty, or fuckedup mood or what.

i just fell in love with Lily Allen's song. :D

it's called Fuck You Very Much.

maybe the only thing i'll like to say fuck to is prolly exams.

urgh.

anyhow, i love Lily Allen. ♥

she's like awesomebellosome fullstop

urgh. examsexams they are some disgusting little thing.

hahahaha.

had very filling dinner, and now i'm hungry again!

omg. can i don't be so. glutton. ]:

hokay.

i seriously. should go study now. hahaha.

2009-05-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

Taurus

The Taurus woman will always be attractive since she retains her bloom for many years and never fails to take care with her appearance. An excellent home-maker and hostess, this female knows exactly what she wants in a material sense. However, she is not always very wise in the philosophic area. Still, this woman learns quickly and with experience, becomes a valuable asset to any partner who places a successful relationship high on the list for happiness. There are certain to be ups and downs with a female governed by this Sign. Although she is capable of loving in a whole-hearted fashion, she can, if provoked, be very contrary and resentful. However, as a life partner, she will be faithful and true since, from an early age, she is a firm believer in the "one and only" type of love. Even if this female becomes disillusioned later in life and her ideal appears to have been crushed, she will hold fast to her vision of a one mate commitment. In turn, she will demand absolute fidelity. Despite her repeated attempts to dominate, this is a woman who truly wants her partner to be the boss. Indeed, if the female governed by Taurus is allowed to assume leadership of the relationship, then all respect for the mate will doubtless evaporate. In short, however much this woman likes to grumble, she secretly adores to be ruled since it makes her feel protected. It will be necessary to allow the Taurus female a certain amount of freedom to spend as she wishes...and it would be wise to let her do so since she is never wilfully extravagant and generally very careful with money. As a mother, this woman is excellent. She sees to her children's physical needs, minsters to their aches and pains, comforts them and always stands ready to help them. Still, she is not necessarily tolerant if they should step out of line or attempt to express their own personalties in ways of which she does not approve. Nonetheless, she possesses a magnificent sense of humor where her children are concerned although it is said that the Taurus female is a better mother to boys than to girls.

Perhaps the most devoted and dependable woman of the Zodiac in the sense of a long-term commitment, the Taurus female will endure extreme hardship rather than abandon a partner. She will always be satisfied with her mate's efforts on her behalf...and such efforts are likely to be rather ambitious since the Taurus woman is usually quite a pushy character in a somewhat secret way. This is a female who appears to be calm, reserved and everybody's friend, but beneath that sedate composure resides a great deal of jealousy along with the desire to possess the rich things life has to offer. Affectionate and demonstrative, the female ruled by Taurus has a determined and persistent streak. Although she prefers to give the impression that she is dependent, she is perfectly capable of helping herself if the need arises. When given the opportunity to reside in a luxurious home, this woman delights in showing off her truly wonderful house-keeping abilities and her gracious social charm.

so. i really cannot study at home.

attempted, but failed quite badly.

but i did arrange all the subjects. the notes and stuff. so now it's neater. :D

yay!

my mum prepared salad at night.

and it's damn shiok.

lettuce, carrots, cucumber, apple, fried bacon, egg, thousand island salad sauce.

SHIOKBALLS NOT YOU TELL MEEEEEE.

i'm having a mass convo with Derek, Farhan and Gina! :D

hahaha. Farhan's very retarded. he wants to watch damn emo sad japanese love movie now. = =

and ask all of us to watch it together then can cry and discuss movie together.

and then there's this guy who added both him and Ahsiao. hahaha! so funny can!

Ahsiao is totally trying to be positive about it. LOLOLOL!

it's quite exciting! both Ahsiao and Gina is going subcomm interview soon! :D

i was reading alot about horoscopes this evening! pretty interesting. :D

anyhow! this website is highly accurate.

i don't know about you, but i'm quite zomg about what it says! woohoo!

http://novareinna.com/constellation/

i'm feeling a little hungry suddenly! don't know why! D:

okay. shall see if i want to watch the movie that we're all suppose to watch, or.

maybe i should start studying.

but i shall get something to chew on first. :D

2009-05-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

I'm staring at a broken door

There's nothing left here anymore

My room is cold

It's making me insane

yawns.

it's fridayfriday!

yay to the saturday tomorrow

BOO TO HAVE TO STUDY.

mid sems sucks.

i mean, exams sucks.

okay, school sucks cause of exams and tests. yes.

i felt kind of tired today. like zzzz. very sleepy.

hahaha. sucked because i missed 9am lec. ]:

anyhow! Photohunt at lounge today was bombastic fun.

and new highscore is freaking scary, zomg.

bizlab with Mich and CJ afterwards to print notesnotesnotesnotes.

brought a whole thick stack of paper but still aint enough! ]:

i'm gonna bring more and printprint.

seriously is paper wastage i felt. \:

the thick stack. omg. why are lecture notes so thick! ]:

went to T1 to eat dinner after that!

my tomyum banmian is damn good. :D hahahah, both of them were like omg.

and keep koping my souppppp! HAHAHA! i eat good stuff, teehee! :D

and zomg!

onghuiting just came to talk to me. that is a very shocking thing.

considering she don't usually talk to me, and it's been long since the last time i see her! hahahaha.

and i was thinking ah. i think i've known her. for about. 12 years? or more than that? omg lah.

anyhow! wish her luck for getting into the uni and course she wants! [:

ohohoh! today, this morning.

i saw this girl at my house busstop.

den take same bus with me all. den she alighted at tampines.

den at night i was going home, the same girl board the same bus as me, and alighted the same busstop. just that there was someone with her at night. hahahaha!

walau, like de javu ah. HAHAHAHHA! coincidental sia.

AND OMGOMGOMGOMG LAHHHHH

i just bite my teeth!

AND OUCHHHHHHH DAMN PAINFULLLLLL! ]:

fuckyou wisdom tooth!

and it's so funny.

OHT just said to me:

anyway. it was nice talking to you. you have the 'soft skills' of consoling and encouraging ppl haha. which everyone around me has. except me.

highly random. but why does it sound so sad! ]:

but it kinda amused me. soft skills. what does it mean? hahaha.

really do hope she'll be okay.

HELLO WRITE-PASTE-SMILE CREW.

i just went to the blog and it's dying.

can we revive it somehow. hahahahahaha.

(if any of the crew member is reading this. hahah!)

okay, i'm going to start studying tomorrow.

i will study tomorrow!

i will! :D

2009-05-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

somtimes moving on isn't as easy as it seems to be.

okay!

i'm just done with RI tutorial. :D

Ben's birthday celebration was a success! [:

hope he had fun! hahaha.

fake interview with hot girls, caught ya! now you're kidnapped, raffia strings, board with "today-is-my-18th-birthday", taking photo with 18random ladies, blindfold, tying to the chair, birthdaysong, how well do you know me is a fakes, water gun is your treat, guess the retarded oracle, your present is a milk carton with your election sticker, kidding! now get that thing out of the cake, present presentation, goddamn nice Vans from many of us, Wallet from the excos, love from all of us, photo taking fusion, many many retarded photos taken, cake koping, board signing, dinner at T1 foodcourt, pet shop spree, guitar hero face off, Frolick free yogurt challenge, photo fun, home's for everyone.

ohyes.

i'm quite proud of myself. HAHAHA. actually nothing to be proud of i'm just happy.

cause i've not wore fbt to school for 4 days already! yesyesyes! :D

quite a feat for me okay. lol. shall maintain!

and zomg. i better go sleep.

9am lecture tomorrow. and i seriously hope i can wake up.

i suck at waking early for 9ams. D:

anyhow, midsems is coming.

rawr, i've been saying that for the past few days! ]:

ohyes! happy dumplings day! :D

have you eaten the nicenice shiokballs dumplings yet?

better go eat. i had 2 today. fattening but damndamndamndamn gooooooodstuff!

ps, i love the bus ride today!

the TVmobile quotes were reflective for me.

it's just. i don't know, i can totally feel the quotes.

and my favourite:

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

and hahaha,

CHANGES BRINGS FRESHNESS.

i so totally agree!

2009-05-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BEN!

hahahaha!

HAPPY 18TH BEN!

enjoy your happy legal 18th kay! :D

please stay sexy. hahahahaha!

♥

2009-05-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

This is so damn cuteeeeee! hahahahaa :D

like so interesting uh.

and yah, heard alot about H1N1. pretty scary.

imagine everyone starts wearing a mask on the streets.

HAHAHAH!

pretty cool still!

omg, midsem's coming.

hahaha, i'm like chanting this everyday. it sucks. ]:

i'm so hungry now.

i'm craving for that chicken burger. D:

it looks so delicious not fergielicious.

but dory + bolognese was shiok balls still. major love.

i realise i talk alot about food.

totally understand why i'm fat. D:

anyway i'm excited. hahahaha.

it's a big day for someone! :D

hahahahhaha.

skypeskypeee! :D

2009-05-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

i think Dandelions are amazing.

with a gust of wind, and they seem to be able to carry your worries to some far away place.

thanks dandelions. ♥

i dislike tuesday.

cause they're always long and tiring. ]:

9am start and ended at 6plus. hahaha.

mid sem is coming!

i haven't start studying cause i don't know how am i suppose to start, like omg.

i have 6 paper! i'm quite freaked out by it uh.

i'm looking for the drive to study.

urghhhh, where has it gone to. ]:

ps, looking for study partners! :D

anyoneeee? o:

i'm listening to Yellow by Coldplay.

hmm, i seem to love Coldplay alot ah. always their song. hahaha.

anyhow. i'm totally inside the song now. hahaha.

my mind's in quite a mess now, i'm letting my imagination go crazy. i like. [:

okay, song ended. so imagination stopped too. hahahaha!

holidays are coming soon after midsems!

i really hope i can survive this.

*crossfingers*

guanyinma, tuapehgong, please pretty please bo bi me.

pleasepleaseplease.

anyhow!

my wisdom tooth is causing me alot alot alot of trouble ah i swear. ]:

i was eating bolognese for lunch today, and it's worse than swallowing a buffalo!

not that i've swallowed one before, but it's really! torture! D:

chewing has never been so hard ah. ]:

everyone tell me to go see a dentist.

BUT NOOOOOO. I HATE DENTISTS!

I SERIOUSLY WILL INJECT THEM IN THE HEAD THEN PULL THEIR HEADS OUT. ]:

but... i can't even bite my teeth together.

it's so painful when i try so hard to bite it. ]:

something happy!

I FINALLY GET TO LOG INTO FACEBOOK. :D

this is something totally worth being happy about okay!

okay,

my imaginative monster by the name of Mollie is asking me to go to sleep.

goodnighttttt! :D

2009-05-26T07:44:00.002+08:00

WISDOM TEETH CAN GO AND DIE, SERIOUSLY.

it's killing me right now! i can't bite properly and my jaw is in painnn! D:

even eating a granola bar is killing me. ]:

oh! by the way, cookies&cream! it's damn nice to eat. :D:D

so yes! wisdom teeth are idiots.

but i dislike dentists, so don't ask me to go visit one and pull it out.

cause i'll pull the dentist's head out.

but you know what's more idiotic?

FACEBOOK.

until NOW, i still cannot sign in!

major sadness i swear.

WHY IS FACEBOOK DOING THIS TO ME?!

anyhow.

i was just done with what i was supposed to do.

didn't stay all the way up, napped and suppose to wake up to finish it.

but i fell back to sleep. but i just jumped up at around 6plus, so it's kinda alright? haha!

but oh, thanks Glenn for the wakeup calllll!

& FACEBOOK!

ENOUGH HOR.

STOP PLAYING TANTRUMS AH.

NO LOLLIPOPS FOR YOU.

NAUGHTY NAUGHTY FACEBOOK.

totally shows how much i cannot live without it.

horrible. ]:

2009-05-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

Account Unavailable

Your account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. It should be available again within a few hours. We apologize for the inconvenience.

omg, facebook is being a total bitch to me.

what a cb kia. ]:

why are they doing this to me! D:

anyhow!

today is monday.

one week more to midsems.

sucks that i'm counting down.

so subcomm interview starts today!

so many people yawwww!

went there, but i haven't go for interview yet.

am waiting for Sab, Pris and Chester.

towned with Nic, Izak, Curly and Evan.

Nic was looking for this Gucci belt for her B.

HAHAHAHA!

yeah, walked from Paragon, to DFS, to Fareast to get food, back to Paragon and finally to Taka.

where we got the belt!

hahahaha.

and Evan's bf drove Nic, Curly and I to Pasir Ris!

damn nice guy! thanks loads man!

i swear nic's like a highly sweet girlfriend ah.

planning the surprise and alllllll. zomg.

can i have a majorly sweet boyfriend too? HAHAHAH.

gnd grace. = =

anyway, Facebook can really GND!

i still can't sign in. i'm damn sad now! D:

i think it's trying to let me you know.

try and concentrate on what i'm supposed to do now.

hahahaha.

i'm like quite tired now ah.

shall faster finish up and sleep.

oh. i just finish my that crazily big bag of LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS! :D

so satisfying and it's finally emptied after a few days. hahahah!

9am lesson tomorrow. ]:

2009-05-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

2 reasons to this photo.

1 - i cut my hair, and it's much shorter than this and i wonder when it'll grow to that length again.

2 - this is Derek Sim Ahsiao. he was being very irritating. haha, and he thought i didn't thank him in my birthday post, then he was sad, then he realise actually i DID thank him. HAHA!

so yes, i cut my hair guys.

I CUT MY HAIR.

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR.

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR SHORTER.

hahahahhahaha! damn light now. wheewheewhee!

i need to get use to it though. hahahaha.

but actually i wanted it even shorter than the current length.

but the lady was saying, it's so wasted to cut so damn short when my hair was so long. hahaha!

ohwells. :D

& I'M SO EXCITED!

TPSU IS RECRUITING SUBCOMMS!

25th May - 5th June, 1130am - 530pm at Students Lounge!

yayyayyayyayyayyayyyyyyy!

most prolly going with Sab and Pris! :D

so exciting luhhh. they didn't join last time, and now they joining! yay!

i like how my head is so much lighter now! :D

2009-05-24T03:32:00.002+08:00

not at all.

i just did some changes to the icons. :D

added/changed the icons, now it's so nice. teehee.

i shall change the icons once in a while [:

3:33am. zomg.

i'm a little shock by this timing ah. hahahaha.

like, quite scary. HAHA!

Why is on repeat mode.

so nice lah, can sleep listening to this song.

hahaha, omg. i almost forgot to check on my RC!

my workers were like tired already and all! hahahaha!

but i just closed it for the day. :D

anyhow. i'm just thinking.

i'm blogging so much, i'll not get used to it once school starts again on monday.

HAHAHAHA, no time at all. no time! \:

OHYES.

midsem test is coming uh.

& i fucking got 6 FUCKING PAPER.

6 EH! not one, two, three but SIX.

SIXsixSIXsixSIXsixSIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX!

SIX!

omg lah.

shall ask guanyinma or tuapehgong to bo bi me more than ever.

2009-05-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOODLEDOODLEEEYOOOOO!

just came home from supper session with Annhin, Brandonlee and Farhan.

didn't really eat anything cause dinner was stomachfillingloving.

but i have weird appetite though.

i can be hungry-till-can-swallow-cow now but full-till-i-can-burst-and-die the next.

like, now i feel like eating that packet of LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS.

YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHWHOOOHOOOOOOO!

yessssssss. chipschipschips.

kill me people, i want to lose weight but i'm eating such stuff at such hour!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

just help Zhaolin finish a survey.

it's on Ben&Jerrys' ice cream.

DAMN IT. NOW I'M CRAVING FOR ICE CREAM. D:

omg, how to lose weight like this, sure get fat one lor. ]:

anyhow!

i feel like cutting my hair!

like, short!

but i don't know leh. i'm scared i'll look fat in short hair! D:

cause like i always use my hair to make my face look smaller all. HAHAHA!

but my hair is getting heavier, and the weather is quite hot, i cnanot take it already.

should i cut? should i? ]:

oh whatever.

shall see how.

Restaurant City for now. :D

2009-05-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

i'm addicted to Why by Avril Lavigne. :D

damn nice and lovely a song. check it out in my playlist. [:

anyhow, i'm eating my pathetic dinner now.

it's instant noodles.

the pathetic wonder of instant food.

makes you feel happy and sad at one shot. meow.

i just change my internet browser to Google Chrome.

it's simple and nice, i like.

IE was suckyballs i swear, slow like a little turtle and worse than them.

i can't use both Firefox and Safari on this laptop.

highly sad. ]:

but GC is good enough! :D

hmm, i just realise one of the songs is down. D:

okay! i changed it. yayyyy! and added one extra song. whee!

you know you know, it's true that a song can affect your mood.

and now i think, even a kind of font also can affect how you're feeling.

weird uh. hahaha.

oh do you know what i ate for breakfast/lunch today?

LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS!

it's major love okay.

yah i know it's unhealthy all and i'm so damn sure i at least gain 1kg just by eating the chips, but who cares. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it.

but yah, quite salty ah, later hair all drop. rawrrrrrr! :D

& i just realise, without realising i blogged at least like 5 post!

under today.

whatthebibibabiboo.

i just can't stop reading my blog.

cause the blog skin now is so niceeeee. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-05-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

even though i've done this before, i decided to try it again. haha!
cause every time you do it's different. whoooo! so yes.

Name: Grace
Date: 5/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14065372

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
- http://goldinuniverse.com/

true sia. lol.
go try go try.
then maybe you can tell me what's yours. hahahahaha.

shit, i'm totally spam blogging.
it's like I'M BOREDDDDDDD!

]:

shall go find things to eat and grow fatfat.

2009-05-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when I’m talking, my words can’t keep up with my thoughts. I wonder why we think faster than we speak. Probably so we can think twice.
“
—
Bill Waterson

Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.
“
—
Gabriel García Márquez

(both taken from littlemiss.tumblr.com)

goooooooooooooooooood morning!

actually it's good afternoon since it's like 346pm already!
but i just woke up! hahahaha! like shiok only.

it's like i'm going to nua the whole afternoon away! omg ah. i really got nothing to do can. ]:
meooooooooooooooow.

i love my blogskin siaaa.
so damn niceee :D