TESTS ARE OVER.
awesome max.

everyday, we learn something new.
and i learn something new yesterday. [:
never put all the eggs in the same basket.
it feels as though i've grown abit older again yesterday, and like i know myself better. haha!

like so pathetic i don't even know me. = =
i was thinking of starting a self-learning or self-searching trip to find Grace.

anyway, thanks Iman!
i think Taureans are borned to rock. ;D

to a Friend,
Hello Friend, you're not alone.
we are all just beside you.
turn to us if you need to okay?
[:


i'm so glad exams are over please.
i'm really happy cause this is the first time i actually crazily studied for something! O:
i'm not so confident for RA2, but i'm really happy for MB and RVM. [:

ohmy, i'm starting to many sentences with I'M. no good. \:

ohyes, there's a bguides workshop later on.
shit. late. = =

okay, no good. shall go wash up and everything. hahaha.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY C'ZIA JYEAH!
CJ you mofo.
hahaha, i'm just kidding lah.
anyway! you're 17 already.
don't be so lame already lah.
you're losing 2 legs soon. :D:D
happy birthday buttercup!

i'm now going to look forward to otcw!

I'M DEAD FOR RA2!
how?
wish me good luck man.
]:

i got tagged by Celestaaaaaaa!

"According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people."

1. i am borned naturally shy, environment trained me to be outgoing.

2. i used to be very afraid of guys. LOL!

3. there's no exact one person that i tell everything to. the only person that i tell everything to, is my diary.

4. yes, i keep diaries. i have at least 7 of them i think.

5. i can have alot of eyecandies at the same time, but i can only have 1 person that i like each time.

6. and you can know who my eyecandies are, but you will not know who is the person i like. \: unless you guess. LOLOLOL.

7. i don't tell the person i like to anybody, cause i always feel like i got this curse, whereby i tell someone who i like, my feelings for the person i like will just fade, to nothing. and yes, i will never ever confess to the person that i like them. no way! unless the person figure out himself and ask me, then maybe i will confirm answer. LOLOLOL! hahaha.

8. i cry easily when i watch sad shows, listen to sad songs or read sad books.

9. i cannot watch shows with death of closed ones. i will cry like shit. i hate disaster shows too. cause i cannot imagine myself to be them, then i get depressed, and then i reflect, and then i'll start crying. = =

10. sometimes i just control my tears. i got the feeling of crying easily, i just don't let it flow. cause i don't like to cry in front of people. i will feel very paiseh.

11. i hate to be alone. when i'm alone i tend to think alot. and i don't like to think alot, cause when i think of sad stuff, i will tear.

12. if one don't invite me to something, even though i know about it, i also won't just like. go. like, i will feel awkward.

13. i act differently in front of people i'm close and comfortable with and people whom i'm not close with. i just don't know why.

14. i take time to warm up to situation. i need time to warm up for me to become rahrah. i'm seriouss!

15. i don't really take initiative asking friends out. it's a damn bad thing i know. but i just don't know how to at times. \: but it doesn't mean i don't care and throw you guys away or what.

16. i used to love sports. = = i don't know why do i hate it so much now.

17. i like to listen to music and walk alone to anywhere when i'm feeling down. and then maybe tear abit here and there.

18. sometimes even when there's alot of people, i will feel left out, and end up feeling lonely. so sometimes you see me not talking, it's just because i'm feeling lonely though i'll say i'm feeling tired.

TAGGGGGGG: Claudine, Farhan, Mich, Persie, Janice, or anyone else that feels like doing!

actually i've doned it the other time already. cause priscilla tagged me.
but it's damn nonsense. so i decided to do it better this time round. :D
if you see anything funny. don't laugh hor. hahahahhaa.

school to study RA2! :D

die. suddenly don't have the mood for study. die.

a loser came to talk to me.

DavidChiam says:
ready dont know now wan do what
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Spin the record. says:
oh...
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Spin the record. says:
er. surf internet.
DavidChiam says:
if i know drink bear ahready easy
DavidChiam says:
drink can sleep
DavidChiam says:
but me no drink bear de
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Spin the record. says:
yah. is drink beer. not drink bear.
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Spin the record. says:
nobody can do that either..

after that this loser just spammed me with this fucking loser emoticon.

FUCKING LOSER SIA!

L O S E R! loser, that's what you are!

you should see his whole convo! all emoticon, which is damn hard to understand. i had to check the words before understanding him. and his words. omg max. = =


anyway.
2 papers down.
i'm damn happy. [:
MB and RVM! i hope i score well please. cause i did study for the papers! was damn happy when i see the paper and feel like can do, then write so much all. hahahahaha! like the feeling. [x
first time i studied so hard for papers!
goodjob grace, keep it up! :D


other than that, well.
i guess there's nothing much?
probably more of dinner session with SU people after the papers and studying sessions?
anyway, it's only 1 paper left. [:
go RA2! go grace! [:


OTCW in a week's time.
i'm excited. [:
new empires will be formed, new bonds will be created, new friendships will be made.
but! the old ones will never be forgotten okay!

walau, damn cheesy. but. yah. [:

anyway. i'm really having pms period now.
can totally feel it lor.
it's coming lah, damn scary.
PLEASE, MONTHLY AUNTIE, DON'T COME DURING OTCW PLEASE!

was talking to Mich just now. :D
hahaha. she's damn cute lah!
anyway, never change yourself for anyone okay!
actually that goes out to everyone.

never change yourself for anyone. no point. you are you. people accept you for who you are. not who they want you to be.
if they can't, then too bad. they're not worthy to be your friends. \:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNITA!
stay cheerful okay! [:
you're a strong girl yo! more talks okay!
happy seventeenth!
love!

i'm geared up for otcw, are you? [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHING HONG!

actually should be happy birthday BOMargeretAngChingHong. hahahahha! :D you're finally legal 18! woooots! you can do alot of things now, but i don't think you'll do any of it. haha! if they have this, you can only be in Band only at 18, then you sure chiong for it one. haha!
may you grow taller, be smarter, be not so blur, be more girly. :D you're coming to TP next year right! told you to come already. JC sucks. O: okayyy, anyway! angchinghong, thanks for all your initiative! without you i think 2P'04 no chalet already. \: i miss calling you BOMargeret. it's damn funny lah the whole story. ohyes, may you faster get a boyfriend also. Japanese one is also can lah. hahaha! may your dreams come true too! whether it's playing in a big famous band, or to be in band forever, anything. :D
good luck in whatever you do okay! happy birthday again! :D

I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes
Clear your heart
Cut the cord

Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well
You got to let me go

Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know is your heart still beating?

can't stand studying.
so i'm here, sitting down and blogging.

not funny but whatever.

i'm like super ultra tired now.
my butt, thigh, leg, back, arm is aching like madddd!
my face got sun burnt, then leg full of mosquito bites! ]:
yucks.

third day Repc is damn horrifying! many of the shirt sizes are goneeeeeee!
then have to explain to the participants all. \: damn scary ah.
i was late for the day. = = hahah! and Chelsie miss meeeee! wahwah. :D
helped Sharon at 10k. she's damn fast! hahaha.
everything ended at like 7.
then went back school!

was a route marshall at Nicoll Highway! sector B1. hahaha.
saw half/full marathon people! haha.
saw many familiar faces. lololol! damn fun.

okay. the whole day was long. and some people are just some irritating asses who pisses all of us off. glad to have people like Maybelin, Farhan, Curly, Mark and Saini to be stucked in the same place with! hahaha.
was stuck at this. damn ulu place lah! construction site in front with Singapore river at the back.
say got shopping centre, bluff us only! don't have lorrrrrrrrr!
waited for the race to start, slept while waiting.

actually is wait for the people to run by. hahaha! anyway. it's damn goooooood to sleep early morning. wah, weather was shiok!
after that was trying to cheer people on!
then some runners try to cut the area alll. and we have to try and shift them back to place.
Maybelin is like, cannot zihigh without me. hahahah!
and keep using what, eh you're my GL thing all. haha!

damn tiringggggg.
after that more people came and cheer the people on with us!
damn fun.

we also had a Radio by the roadside. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
self-entertainment only. lololol.

everything ended damn late for us. ]:
and was super tiring. was under sun alll. walau. ]:
we only left the place after the last runner left. tragic.

cool exprience still.
ate the lunch and left the place to Starbucks with Maybelin, Farhan, Curly, Mark, Zubair and Haziq.
trained home with Farhan.

i'm going to have steamboat tonightttttt. damndamndamn happy. WOOO! :D
term tests starts tomorrow. ]:

FUCK YOU LAH MAPLESTORY.
YOU'RE FUCKING TURNING MY BROTHER INTO A DEVIL.
HE'S GETTING SO GUAILAN AND CB RECENTLY, I SWEAR I WILL SMACK HIM UPSIDE DOWN ANYTIME JUST TO GET THE RIGHT SENSE INTO HIM.


WHATEVER LAH, SERIOUSLY.


Stand Chart second day!
half marathon rockssssssss.
Chelsie plus me = imbal lianbo team. HAHAHAHA!
serious! we damn fast okayyyyyyyy! :D

love the backend crew too! they're awesome shitz.
we ask for shirts just like ordering for macdonalds or whatever it is.
so Mega Mac is Male Medium, McSpicy is Male Small, MiLo is Male Large, FirstLady is Female Large, Radio or FM is Female Medium, Small Fries is Female Small. okay, and it goes on. there's like 10 or 12 orders in total lah.
AWESOME FUN MAN.

some were like, what? put food in my bag? O:
hahahahahaha!
day 3 tomorrow, with actual day on sunday.
it's crazy ass shitz.
but i'm enjoying myself with great company! [:


right now, i'm feeling helpless. very very helpless. like suddenly everything just crush down. sai man. this is sai. i fucking hate term test. i feel so dumb seriously. i guess it's no one's fault but my own. maybe i should stop making myself do other stuff just to run away from it. no excuses.
maybe i just need more internal control, like the control theory we learn in socio. grace, your fuckedup man.
cs2 is so damn fuckedup now. die already lor, die already. GG.

sleeep!

feeling awfully tired.

Stand Chart repc day 1.
TIRED MAX.

tomorrow will be crazier!

CONGRATS TO ALL WHO GOT TO OTCW THROUGH APPEAL!
awesome lah!

okay. i want to sleep. BYE.

I'M GOING TO DIE AT 12AM TONIGHT.

that is according to a CURSED chain e-mail that's sent to me, and i'm not going to forward it.
don't want leh don't want leh, DON'T WANT LEH. xP

anyway, so what the mail says is that if i don't forward, i will get killed by Mickey Mouse.
how exciting. i didn't know mickey mouse exists! it'll be sooooo interesting to see Mickey Mouse alive can!
the mail says that Mickey Mouse will slit my throat and wrists, then pull out my eyeballs with a fork, then hang my corpse in my bedroom cupboard or under my bed.
which is retarded.

cause first, my bedroom cupboard has totally no space to put such a fat corpse in it, secondly, under my bed? then you have to go through my brother first. he sleeps at the pull out mattress underneath my bed leh. = =

so yes, if i'm really killed by a Mickey Mouse, i might be the news headline tomorrow! O:
quite exciting. so if i'm dead, people i love you. [:


it's wednesday today.
retarded cause no school. HAHAHAHA! no, it's damn good actually.
but will be heading for school later!
should be playing basketball with Samuel, Steven and the rest i guess. like Gina, Derek and Farhan. not sure who else. \:
damn fast lah! Steven's going NS soooooon. omg.
everyone's going NS lah. okay, not everyone. but, all the MEN. hahaha.

there'll be GL briefing also. at 630pm. O:
hmm. i wonder how it'll be like. interesting. hahaha.

good luck to those going for appeal okay! [:
jiayou alright!


yesterday was a madmad crazy day! :D
but i was having really damn good mood yesterday lah. hahaha.
met Farhan to go school, saw Matthew on the way.
they bullied me like mad. = = irritatingggggg.
anyway! went to lounge, and i started studying! :D:D

cause there's Socio test. O:
studied with Ben neo.
eatttttt, studied, walked around, slacked, disturb people, studyyyy.
and then it was the testtesttesttest!
1 hour test. erm, but i finished it within 30 minutes = =
and i was the first to leave! lolol.
BUT IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO DO OKAY. :D
i thought it was quite easy leh? no? \:

and then at night there was dinner with SU.
awesome fun shit please!
it was retarded cause everyone was trying to prank everyone. hahahaha.
but seriously ahhhhh. the new nickname sucks lorrrr!
i have a new nickname, but i'm not going to tell anyone! ]:
damn irritatinggg eeeee.
EDWIN YOU BIG HEAD! irritating lor you!
wahhhhhhhhh.
and everyone around that table. tsk!

anyway, went home after that.
it was a good day! [:

daddy is not working today.
he just went to pack food. yayyy!
shall eat lunch first before going school. :D:D


i love relaxing, and slow paced day like this. heee!

am currently at lounge like damn happy ZOMG

= = okay, i only typed am currently at lounge.

then Peter typed the rest.

not really very funny. but. yah.

OBS soooooooooon.

awesome! :D:D

Dolyce just left. and she called me Persie. D:

= =

Socio test tomorrow.

SIAN.

HAHAHA TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.

this group of crazy people is my rawkers! O:
punk red punk red! [:

hahaha, Raizen told me, it will make me feel less stress and then is a guarantee i can pass my exams after watching this.



omg lahhhhh! make me laugh like some mad cow only! [:
Thanks Raizen! [:


anyway, OTC results is released online already!
Clickclick!

okay. tests are coming soon.
i'm not looking forward to it.
but i'm looking forward to the holidays, AFTER IT. :D:D


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Facebook is crazy! now i have what the notifications all!
with the amazing photo comments, now having over 70! O:
and then Claudine's status! become like a tagboard already! O:

whatthe... now my hotmail is flooded but i can't delete it! there seems to be a problem.
so now there's a mass convo with Farhan, Claudine and Brandon.
Brandon and Farhan are irritating shit!

Calm the storm in me says:
uniquely tak
Calm the storm in me says:
glam
farhan says:
amazing tak glam.
how tak glam you can get


damn ass.
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