hello!

it's sunday.
or monday. hahaha, whatever day it is lah.

was fighting hard for the past two days.
MA by this month end is possible! :D
as long as the two pending Calstar and Fresh Air to go is okay! whee!

haha, i think the most interesting thing was to go SA on a MOTORBIKE wearing FORMAL.
HAHAHAHAHA.

WALAU SHIT, MY BROTHER JUST FARTED! I FEEL LIKE DYING NOWWWW!
DAMN SHIT. SOMEONE SHOULD INVENT SOME NO-SMELL FART. THEN MY BROTHER WON'T FART SOME POISONOUS GAS TO KILL ME. URGH.

okay, whatever. so saturday's motorride was my virgin ride. HAHAHA.
damn scary. rawr!

okay. so hits awards was on saturday. :D
fahrenheit won 4 awards! YAY! ^^
okay, i am damn sad i didn't get to see/hear them. ]:
UNTIL NOW I STILL DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO SEE THEM!
I WANT TO SEE THEM CANNNNNNNNN! ]:
but yay! congrats to them. :D and SHE, 张韶涵， 孙燕姿, tank and fahrenheit are like the biggest winner lah.
ahh, how i wish i was there. T.T
but it's okay! nevermind. hahahahahha.

AHHHHHHH, my fcuking wisdom tooth sucks! ]:
damn pain lah. T.T
i really don't dare to go see a dentist. later say what, surgery. then...
WALAU EH. it's damn scary can! ]:
but i cannot open my mouth much. ]':


i was listening to kelly's new album's song.
quite nice. [:

给前男友 - 潘嘉丽

亲爱的　我深爱的人
昨夜我　终于不再失眠了
因为可以　自在的去继续面对着你
像面对其它的朋友
平等的　没有负担微笑着
原来爱　不是一个梦
而我们想得那么的小我
所以后来　带给你我许多的不快乐
但是这爱没有白过
至少有 回忆还存档着

我们太相爱了　
所以把对方的每一句话
都想得太深也太多了　因此沉重
如今我才明白　爱有它自己的节拍
当我给你祝福　
你和我之间　才自由

一场雪　不久前才下过
没多久　春天就悄悄出现
说我爱你　当另一个女孩听你说
希望你已学会珍重
比当时　说爱我的那一刻

i was sleeping just now.
then i had this weird dream.
actually, i was listening to the radio while sleeping.
quite common for me lah. but then, the radio was playing this particular song, i don't know it's title.
but i somehow just know who sang it.
it's like, i'm half in dreams, half in real life. it's like, i dreamt myself listening this song and thinking about 'the past'.
someone just tell my brother to STOP FARTING!!
OKAY.
so i dreamt that the song was super sad for me. and it's as if i got seperated from the one i love. and i mean really love, alotalot kind.
then it's like, we got seperated, then maybe one minute ago, he was still okay. but after that, he's not there anymore. i saw a figure. but i don't know who's that, i cannot see clearly. then suddenly i tried to check my msn chatlog or something, i was searching for something. maybe clues or whatever, i don't know. and then i feel like crying. but i cannot cry.
it's stuck like, in the middle of my throat. i WANT to cry, but i CANNOT.
halfway in the dream i know i told myself, this song is sang by kelly. 100% sure. then i woke up just nice, exactly, when the song ended.
then i went to look for the song. and here it is.

一秒钟的永远 - 潘嘉丽

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

i don't know lah. just WEIRD.
haha.
talking about weird, bangwei's downline all damn weird. including he himself. that's why everyone duplicate him and is weird. HAHAHAHA!
mseileen's even weirder.
she came to talk to me yesterday, 'girls talk'.
then she went to 'mens talk' with bangwei today. about the same thing! = =
walau eh. please. seriously is think too much already lor.
is so HAHAHA, so lame, dots! kind of thing can.


one of my favourite song.

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释 低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解 是怕 真相太赤裸裸
但被逼失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得 谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅
抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
我记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱的太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自着 走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变执着
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要 爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手 我让座 假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了 所以呢
没有哭 没有说

okay. there's RA2 tutorial tomorrow. ohgosh.
but it's only 2hours in school tomorrow! YAY!
i find it boring to go school sometimes actually. \:
but, okay lah. :D

haha, shall go sleep. go meet 周公. = =

byebye!
:D