Fuck You Very Much

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind

Then look a bit harder

'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired

Of all the hatred you harbor

okay, i'm not really in an angsty, or fuckedup mood or what.

i just fell in love with Lily Allen's song. :D

it's called Fuck You Very Much.

maybe the only thing i'll like to say fuck to is prolly exams.

urgh.

anyhow, i love Lily Allen. ♥

she's like awesomebellosome fullstop

urgh. examsexams they are some disgusting little thing.

hahahaha.

had very filling dinner, and now i'm hungry again!

omg. can i don't be so. glutton. ]:

hokay.

i seriously. should go study now. hahaha.

Taurus

The Taurus woman will always be attractive since she retains her bloom for many years and never fails to take care with her appearance. An excellent home-maker and hostess, this female knows exactly what she wants in a material sense. However, she is not always very wise in the philosophic area. Still, this woman learns quickly and with experience, becomes a valuable asset to any partner who places a successful relationship high on the list for happiness. There are certain to be ups and downs with a female governed by this Sign. Although she is capable of loving in a whole-hearted fashion, she can, if provoked, be very contrary and resentful. However, as a life partner, she will be faithful and true since, from an early age, she is a firm believer in the "one and only" type of love. Even if this female becomes disillusioned later in life and her ideal appears to have been crushed, she will hold fast to her vision of a one mate commitment. In turn, she will demand absolute fidelity. Despite her repeated attempts to dominate, this is a woman who truly wants her partner to be the boss. Indeed, if the female governed by Taurus is allowed to assume leadership of the relationship, then all respect for the mate will doubtless evaporate. In short, however much this woman likes to grumble, she secretly adores to be ruled since it makes her feel protected. It will be necessary to allow the Taurus female a certain amount of freedom to spend as she wishes...and it would be wise to let her do so since she is never wilfully extravagant and generally very careful with money. As a mother, this woman is excellent. She sees to her children's physical needs, minsters to their aches and pains, comforts them and always stands ready to help them. Still, she is not necessarily tolerant if they should step out of line or attempt to express their own personalties in ways of which she does not approve. Nonetheless, she possesses a magnificent sense of humor where her children are concerned although it is said that the Taurus female is a better mother to boys than to girls.

Perhaps the most devoted and dependable woman of the Zodiac in the sense of a long-term commitment, the Taurus female will endure extreme hardship rather than abandon a partner. She will always be satisfied with her mate's efforts on her behalf...and such efforts are likely to be rather ambitious since the Taurus woman is usually quite a pushy character in a somewhat secret way. This is a female who appears to be calm, reserved and everybody's friend, but beneath that sedate composure resides a great deal of jealousy along with the desire to possess the rich things life has to offer. Affectionate and demonstrative, the female ruled by Taurus has a determined and persistent streak. Although she prefers to give the impression that she is dependent, she is perfectly capable of helping herself if the need arises. When given the opportunity to reside in a luxurious home, this woman delights in showing off her truly wonderful house-keeping abilities and her gracious social charm.

so. i really cannot study at home.

attempted, but failed quite badly.

but i did arrange all the subjects. the notes and stuff. so now it's neater. :D

yay!

my mum prepared salad at night.

and it's damn shiok.

lettuce, carrots, cucumber, apple, fried bacon, egg, thousand island salad sauce.

SHIOKBALLS NOT YOU TELL MEEEEEE.

i'm having a mass convo with Derek, Farhan and Gina! :D

hahaha. Farhan's very retarded. he wants to watch damn emo sad japanese love movie now. = =

and ask all of us to watch it together then can cry and discuss movie together.

and then there's this guy who added both him and Ahsiao. hahaha! so funny can!

Ahsiao is totally trying to be positive about it. LOLOLOL!

it's quite exciting! both Ahsiao and Gina is going subcomm interview soon! :D

i was reading alot about horoscopes this evening! pretty interesting. :D

anyhow! this website is highly accurate.

i don't know about you, but i'm quite zomg about what it says! woohoo!

http://novareinna.com/constellation/

i'm feeling a little hungry suddenly! don't know why! D:

okay. shall see if i want to watch the movie that we're all suppose to watch, or.

maybe i should start studying.

but i shall get something to chew on first. :D

I'm staring at a broken door

There's nothing left here anymore

My room is cold

It's making me insane

yawns.

it's fridayfriday!

yay to the saturday tomorrow

BOO TO HAVE TO STUDY.

]:

mid sems sucks.

i mean, exams sucks.

okay, school sucks cause of exams and tests. yes.

i felt kind of tired today. like zzzz. very sleepy.

hahaha. sucked because i missed 9am lec. ]:

anyhow! Photohunt at lounge today was bombastic fun.

and new highscore is freaking scary, zomg.

bizlab with Mich and CJ afterwards to print notesnotesnotesnotes.

brought a whole thick stack of paper but still aint enough! ]:

i'm gonna bring more and printprint.

seriously is paper wastage i felt. \:

the thick stack. omg. why are lecture notes so thick! ]:

went to T1 to eat dinner after that!

my tomyum banmian is damn good. :D hahahah, both of them were like omg.

and keep koping my souppppp! HAHAHA! i eat good stuff, teehee! :D

and zomg!

onghuiting just came to talk to me. that is a very shocking thing.

considering she don't usually talk to me, and it's been long since the last time i see her! hahahaha.

and i was thinking ah. i think i've known her. for about. 12 years? or more than that? omg lah.

anyhow! wish her luck for getting into the uni and course she wants! [:

ohohoh! today, this morning.

i saw this girl at my house busstop.

den take same bus with me all. den she alighted at tampines.

den at night i was going home, the same girl board the same bus as me, and alighted the same busstop. just that there was someone with her at night. hahahaha!

walau, like de javu ah. HAHAHAHHA! coincidental sia.

AND OMGOMGOMGOMG LAHHHHH

i just bite my teeth!

AND OUCHHHHHHH DAMN PAINFULLLLLL! ]:

fuckyou wisdom tooth!

]:

and it's so funny.

OHT just said to me:

anyway. it was nice talking to you. you have the 'soft skills' of consoling and encouraging ppl haha. which everyone around me has. except me.

highly random. but why does it sound so sad! ]:

but it kinda amused me. soft skills. what does it mean? hahaha.

really do hope she'll be okay.

HELLO WRITE-PASTE-SMILE CREW.

i just went to the blog and it's dying.

can we revive it somehow. hahahahahaha.

(if any of the crew member is reading this. hahah!)

okay, i'm going to start studying tomorrow.

i will study tomorrow!

i will! :D

somtimes moving on isn't as easy as it seems to be.

okay!

i'm just done with RI tutorial. :D

Ben's birthday celebration was a success! [:

hope he had fun! hahaha.

fake interview with hot girls, caught ya! now you're kidnapped, raffia strings, board with "today-is-my-18th-birthday", taking photo with 18random ladies, blindfold, tying to the chair, birthdaysong, how well do you know me is a fakes, water gun is your treat, guess the retarded oracle, your present is a milk carton with your election sticker, kidding! now get that thing out of the cake, present presentation, goddamn nice Vans from many of us, Wallet from the excos, love from all of us, photo taking fusion, many many retarded photos taken, cake koping, board signing, dinner at T1 foodcourt, pet shop spree, guitar hero face off, Frolick free yogurt challenge, photo fun, home's for everyone.

:D

ohyes.

i'm quite proud of myself. HAHAHA. actually nothing to be proud of i'm just happy.

cause i've not wore fbt to school for 4 days already! yesyesyes! :D

quite a feat for me okay. lol. shall maintain!

and zomg. i better go sleep.

9am lecture tomorrow. and i seriously hope i can wake up.

i suck at waking early for 9ams. D:

anyhow, midsems is coming.

rawr, i've been saying that for the past few days! ]:

ohyes! happy dumplings day! :D

have you eaten the nicenice shiokballs dumplings yet?

better go eat. i had 2 today. fattening but damndamndamndamn gooooooodstuff!

ps, i love the bus ride today!

the TVmobile quotes were reflective for me.

it's just. i don't know, i can totally feel the quotes.

and my favourite:

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

and hahaha,

CHANGES BRINGS FRESHNESS.

i so totally agree!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BEN!

hahahaha!

HAPPY 18TH BEN!

enjoy your happy legal 18th kay! :D

please stay sexy. hahahahaha!

♥

This is so damn cuteeeeee! hahahahaa :D

like so interesting uh.

and yah, heard alot about H1N1. pretty scary.

imagine everyone starts wearing a mask on the streets.

HAHAHAH!

pretty cool still!

omg, midsem's coming.

hahaha, i'm like chanting this everyday. it sucks. ]:

i'm so hungry now.

i'm craving for that chicken burger. D:

it looks so delicious not fergielicious.

but dory + bolognese was shiok balls still. major love.

i realise i talk alot about food.

totally understand why i'm fat. D:

anyway i'm excited. hahahaha.

it's a big day for someone! :D

hahahahhaha.

skypeskypeee! :D

i think Dandelions are amazing.

with a gust of wind, and they seem to be able to carry your worries to some far away place.

thanks dandelions. ♥

i dislike tuesday.

cause they're always long and tiring. ]:

9am start and ended at 6plus. hahaha.

mid sem is coming!

i haven't start studying cause i don't know how am i suppose to start, like omg.

i have 6 paper! i'm quite freaked out by it uh.

i'm looking for the drive to study.

urghhhh, where has it gone to. ]:

ps, looking for study partners! :D

anyoneeee? o:

i'm listening to Yellow by Coldplay.

hmm, i seem to love Coldplay alot ah. always their song. hahaha.

anyhow. i'm totally inside the song now. hahaha.

my mind's in quite a mess now, i'm letting my imagination go crazy. i like. [:

okay, song ended. so imagination stopped too. hahahaha!

holidays are coming soon after midsems!

i really hope i can survive this.

*crossfingers*

guanyinma, tuapehgong, please pretty please bo bi me.

pleasepleaseplease.

anyhow!

my wisdom tooth is causing me alot alot alot of trouble ah i swear. ]:

i was eating bolognese for lunch today, and it's worse than swallowing a buffalo!

not that i've swallowed one before, but it's really! torture! D:

chewing has never been so hard ah. ]:

everyone tell me to go see a dentist.

BUT NOOOOOO. I HATE DENTISTS!

I SERIOUSLY WILL INJECT THEM IN THE HEAD THEN PULL THEIR HEADS OUT. ]:

but... i can't even bite my teeth together.

it's so painful when i try so hard to bite it. ]:

something happy!

I FINALLY GET TO LOG INTO FACEBOOK. :D

this is something totally worth being happy about okay!

okay,

my imaginative monster by the name of Mollie is asking me to go to sleep.

goodnighttttt! :D

WISDOM TEETH CAN GO AND DIE, SERIOUSLY.

it's killing me right now! i can't bite properly and my jaw is in painnn! D:

even eating a granola bar is killing me. ]:

oh! by the way, cookies&cream! it's damn nice to eat. :D:D

so yes! wisdom teeth are idiots.

but i dislike dentists, so don't ask me to go visit one and pull it out.

cause i'll pull the dentist's head out.

but you know what's more idiotic?

FACEBOOK.

until NOW, i still cannot sign in!

]:

major sadness i swear.

WHY IS FACEBOOK DOING THIS TO ME?!

anyhow.

i was just done with what i was supposed to do.

didn't stay all the way up, napped and suppose to wake up to finish it.

but i fell back to sleep. but i just jumped up at around 6plus, so it's kinda alright? haha!

but oh, thanks Glenn for the wakeup calllll!

& FACEBOOK!

ENOUGH HOR.

STOP PLAYING TANTRUMS AH.

NO LOLLIPOPS FOR YOU.

NAUGHTY NAUGHTY FACEBOOK.

totally shows how much i cannot live without it.

horrible. ]:

Account Unavailable

Your account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. It should be available again within a few hours. We apologize for the inconvenience.

omg, facebook is being a total bitch to me.

what a cb kia. ]:

why are they doing this to me! D:

anyhow!

today is monday.

one week more to midsems.

sucks that i'm counting down.

]:

so subcomm interview starts today!

so many people yawwww!

went there, but i haven't go for interview yet.

am waiting for Sab, Pris and Chester.

towned with Nic, Izak, Curly and Evan.

Nic was looking for this Gucci belt for her B.

HAHAHAHA!

yeah, walked from Paragon, to DFS, to Fareast to get food, back to Paragon and finally to Taka.

where we got the belt!

hahahaha.

and Evan's bf drove Nic, Curly and I to Pasir Ris!

damn nice guy! thanks loads man!

i swear nic's like a highly sweet girlfriend ah.

planning the surprise and alllllll. zomg.

can i have a majorly sweet boyfriend too? HAHAHAH.

gnd grace. = =

anyway, Facebook can really GND!

i still can't sign in. i'm damn sad now! D:

i think it's trying to let me you know.

try and concentrate on what i'm supposed to do now.

hahahaha.

i'm like quite tired now ah.

shall faster finish up and sleep.

oh. i just finish my that crazily big bag of LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS! :D

so satisfying and it's finally emptied after a few days. hahahah!

9am lesson tomorrow. ]:

2 reasons to this photo.

1 - i cut my hair, and it's much shorter than this and i wonder when it'll grow to that length again.

2 - this is Derek Sim Ahsiao. he was being very irritating. haha, and he thought i didn't thank him in my birthday post, then he was sad, then he realise actually i DID thank him. HAHA!

so yes, i cut my hair guys.

I CUT MY HAIR.

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR.

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR SHORTER.

hahahahhahaha! damn light now. wheewheewhee!

i need to get use to it though. hahahaha.

but actually i wanted it even shorter than the current length.

but the lady was saying, it's so wasted to cut so damn short when my hair was so long. hahaha!

ohwells. :D

& I'M SO EXCITED!

TPSU IS RECRUITING SUBCOMMS!

25th May - 5th June, 1130am - 530pm at Students Lounge!

yayyayyayyayyayyayyyyyyy!

most prolly going with Sab and Pris! :D

so exciting luhhh. they didn't join last time, and now they joining! yay!

i like how my head is so much lighter now! :D

not at all.

i just did some changes to the icons. :D

added/changed the icons, now it's so nice. teehee.

i shall change the icons once in a while [:

3:33am. zomg.

i'm a little shock by this timing ah. hahahaha.

like, quite scary. HAHA!

Why is on repeat mode.

so nice lah, can sleep listening to this song.

:D

hahaha, omg. i almost forgot to check on my RC!

my workers were like tired already and all! hahahaha!

but i just closed it for the day. :D

anyhow. i'm just thinking.

i'm blogging so much, i'll not get used to it once school starts again on monday.

HAHAHAHA, no time at all. no time! \:

OHYES.

midsem test is coming uh.

& i fucking got 6 FUCKING PAPER.

6 EH! not one, two, three but SIX.

SIXsixSIXsixSIXsixSIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX! SIX!

SIX!

omg lah.

shall ask guanyinma or tuapehgong to bo bi me more than ever.

YOOOOOODLEDOODLEEEYOOOOO!

just came home from supper session with Annhin, Brandonlee and Farhan.

didn't really eat anything cause dinner was stomachfillingloving.

but i have weird appetite though.

i can be hungry-till-can-swallow-cow now but full-till-i-can-burst-and-die the next.

like, now i feel like eating that packet of LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS.

YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHWHOOOHOOOOOOO!

yessssssss. chipschipschips.

kill me people, i want to lose weight but i'm eating such stuff at such hour!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

just help Zhaolin finish a survey.

it's on Ben&Jerrys' ice cream.

DAMN IT. NOW I'M CRAVING FOR ICE CREAM. D:

omg, how to lose weight like this, sure get fat one lor. ]:

anyhow!

i feel like cutting my hair!

like, short!

but i don't know leh. i'm scared i'll look fat in short hair! D:

cause like i always use my hair to make my face look smaller all. HAHAHA!

but my hair is getting heavier, and the weather is quite hot, i cnanot take it already.

should i cut? should i? ]:

oh whatever.

shall see how.

Restaurant City for now. :D

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

i'm addicted to Why by Avril Lavigne. :D

damn nice and lovely a song. check it out in my playlist. [:

anyhow, i'm eating my pathetic dinner now.

it's instant noodles.

the pathetic wonder of instant food.

makes you feel happy and sad at one shot. meow.

i just change my internet browser to Google Chrome.

it's simple and nice, i like.

IE was suckyballs i swear, slow like a little turtle and worse than them.

i can't use both Firefox and Safari on this laptop.

highly sad. ]:

but GC is good enough! :D

hmm, i just realise one of the songs is down. D:

okay! i changed it. yayyyy! and added one extra song. whee!

you know you know, it's true that a song can affect your mood.

and now i think, even a kind of font also can affect how you're feeling.

weird uh. hahaha.

oh do you know what i ate for breakfast/lunch today?

LAYS' CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS!

it's major love okay.

yah i know it's unhealthy all and i'm so damn sure i at least gain 1kg just by eating the chips, but who cares. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it.

but yah, quite salty ah, later hair all drop. rawrrrrrr! :D

& i just realise, without realising i blogged at least like 5 post!

under today.

whatthebibibabiboo.

i just can't stop reading my blog.

cause the blog skin now is so niceeeee. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

:D

even though i've done this before, i decided to try it again. haha!
cause every time you do it's different. whoooo! so yes.

Name: Grace
Date: 5/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14065372

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
- http://goldinuniverse.com/

true sia. lol.
go try go try.
then maybe you can tell me what's yours. hahahahaha.

shit, i'm totally spam blogging.
it's like I'M BOREDDDDDDD!

]:

shall go find things to eat and grow fatfat.

Sometimes when I’m talking, my words can’t keep up with my thoughts. I wonder why we think faster than we speak. Probably so we can think twice.
“
—
Bill Waterson


Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.
“
—
Gabriel García Márquez

(both taken from littlemiss.tumblr.com)

goooooooooooooooooood morning!

actually it's good afternoon since it's like 346pm already!
but i just woke up! hahahaha! like shiok only.

it's like i'm going to nua the whole afternoon away! omg ah. i really got nothing to do can. ]:
meooooooooooooooow.

i love my blogskin siaaa.
so damn niceee :D

HAPPY GRACE SMILES :D

anyhow, as you can see (obviously) i changed my blogskin.

TEEHEEYAYHAHWHEEMEOWWOOFRAWROOLALA.

it's a little different, yet similar to my previous skin.

but i fell in love with this one when i first saw it ah! so i immediately change.

ohmyholymothercow, took me more than 1 hour to change all. ]:

the icons are pretty cool, so i'm leaving it as it is.

i wanted to put my chio face, but i think it'll be too chio it scares people away.

Sabrina must be the happiest person on this change of skin.

cause it's now grey/white instead of the black which made her get headaches.

but i think the font's abit faint? D:

i tried to change alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! but.

i don't know. \:

imeem sucks, so now i use a different player.

& there's only 2 songs now.

cause i'm a little lazy to add more. HAHAHA!

(k edited: i added a few more songs in. HAHAHAHA!)

ohyes! i thought that 'to the top' function is highly cool too.

love it love it love it. give it 3 hearts and moremoreMORE!

okay, i'm having this weeeee hour siaoness.

i better go sleep, cause it's like freaking 429am now.

who on earth with a right mind, who has nothing to do will not sleep at this time!

ME.

okay lah.

i don't have a right mind.

i have BOTH right & left mind. :D

You used to walk with me like

We had no where we needed to go

Nice and slow

To no place in particular

Hellllllllllllo.
today is quite the exciting i think.

woke up totally late is something totally unexpected. zomg, 10am when there's first avenue at 11am! nicely done.
anyway, was rushing like mad and cabbed down. hate it. cabs suck your money even fiercer than the vacuum cleaner!

first avenue is alrightz. come on guys, every friday, 11am - 1pm i'll be there. :D
hints*come down and visit + support.
i'm doing ohsofickle and victoriajomo every week. a blessing i guess.

lounged afterwards to study for FARM.
i can say it's totally unproductive. mood wasn't there at all uh, swear.

anyway, test at 4pmz.
stared at the paper like it's alien language. GG.
tried to crap something out, at least it won't look so bad, i hope. ]:
people from cheers came to give a talk afterwards. was quite cool it seems.
sat beside Mich and Gayu. Mich was writing writing down all the notes, and Gayu seem pretty retarded. and super fascinated by my toes. oh, my toes can play scissorspaperstone. :D not an easy feat kays. try it.

rushed fastfast back to lounge.
squeezzzyyyyyyyy. resultsresults. so sexcitingz. :D
anyhow. was quite shock. i don't know. was like zomgokaydamnohmymamaseriouslyahhhman.
mixed emotions huh.

anyhow! congrats to all who got into their respective comms!
jiayou! [:

and to those who didn't get in, don't give up kays!
show your love by joining subcomms. :D
(yay! more subcomm buddies. o:)
anyhow, some of you still got next year! try again ah! [:

special shoutout to Latif & Desmond,
i'll still be here to support yoz!
smilesmile kays. [:
(subcomm buddies lah horrrr? [:)

dinner-ed.
and home-d.

tomorrow.
SLEEP WHOLE DAY.
YAY SHIOKBALLS.

HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE LAH! :D

anyhow, VOTING ENDS ALREADYYYY!
and results is going to be out soon! :D
it's going to be fiercely exciting.


very slack today.
just laze around.
and went to meet Sab and Glenn for dinner, followed by Awfully Chocolate andddd FROLICK!
both are highly awesome.
am not really a fan of dark chocolates, but i thought the icecream was shiokballs. :D
and had blueberry yogurt with my usual favourite topping Oreo! YAYNESS.

talked quite alot of cock, and Sab was being quite a bimbo! haha.
but she prayed for us, so yaythanksloves to her! [:

okay, so there's FARM quiz tomorrow, and i haven't like really study and prepare for it.
am i going to die or what ]:

and there's lecture,and WAH. FIRST AVENUE. zz.
COME AND SUPPORT UH, LAI LAI. :D

k, i don't know whether to believe in the new horoscope thing.
i want to believe that i'm a Taurus.
SEE, IT'S A TOTAL TAURUS TRAIT.
I'M STUBBORN Y'ALLLLLLLL.

whatever.
shall blog tomorroooows, if possible. :D

nobody said it was easy,

no one ever said it will so hard,

i'm going back to the start.

you know, how nice it will be if everything can just like.
go back to the start.

but nah, things will never go back and be the same ever again.
cause you know like things cannot be changed. sucks ah life.

had quite an emotional yet reflective yet sad at the same time talk, with Nicolette.
but it's really very sad leh, i feel.

was talking about being a child.
you know if i can ever travel back in time, i will go back being a child.
i envy them alot. like, they can be so carefree, they don't think so much, they don't have so much responsibility, they don't need to bother about so many things.
they don't have to worry about being poor, no food to eat or no clothes to wear.
they don't have to worry about friends, being betrayed, backstabbed or ignored, neglected.
they don't have to worry about what others think, how others view them as, or how others treat them. they just take whatever they have, whatever they want.
they don't have any problems, they only have their wishes, dreams, fairytales.
how nice if life is like that.

and as we grow up everything's gone.
now everything's like black and white.
sucks ah life.

actually, i'm just sick of myself running away from every problems i have. and not even try to face it at times. coward asshole.


how i wish i can just you know. put down everything, and go to some countryside and enjoy the laidback life there. like, live alone. sounds quite cool leh.
can learn how to be independent also.



ANYHOW.
whatever that emo thought.
scientist is still a nice song.

i realise picture is very important. so i included a picture.
(actually i've realised the importance damn long ago, just that after my comp broke down multiple times, plus the fact my *previous* phone can no longer transfer photos, i stopped uploading. hahaha)


okay, i was thinking. maybe i'm just scared of growing up, then i have no one to depend on, to guide me along all. haha, like. l o s e r. rahh.


VOTING STARTS TODAY.
how exciting it is. [:
have you voted? i haven't eh.
shall vote real soon.

Happy Birthday Ella! :D
hope you enjoyed the surprise!

Subway with random loves is awesome.
i satisfied my Subway Melts craving since 2 days ago. :D
wanted to bumpercar. but was tad expensive. ohwells. \:


anyhow, i want an imaginary friend.
it sounds very cute to have one. :D

HELLO GUYS.

ELECTIONS IS HEREEEEEE! :D

Vote for the following people okayyyy! [:

TPSU

Desmond Lee

Farhan

Abdul Latif

Benjamin Neo


Nicolette Yip

Issac Teh

BENJAMIN, DESMOND, FARHAN, ISSAC, LATIF & NICOLETTE for TPSU!
BENJAMIN, DESMOND, FARHAN, ISSAC, LATIF & NICOLETTE for TPSU!
BENJAMIN, DESMOND, FARHAN, ISSAC, LATIF & NICOLETTE for TPSU!

& Also,

Brandon Lee

Shawn Low

& Kahyuen, Ella, Chris, Zain!


BSC

Shihui

Shihua



May



Jonathan(curly)



Eugene

Chelsie


Zhaolin



Sylvia


& Keith!

DSC

Eric

Yingying

Jiahui

& Chrystal, Vanessa, Amos!

IITSC


Irving

Alex

Voting is on 19 - 21 May 2009!

At Cyber Center, please bring Matric Card!

:D

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