HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEENNNNN! :D

awesome awesome. weekend's here soon.
i'm a bad girl today.
lesson suppose to be at 11am, skipped.

went for Socio class yesterday! yayyyyyyy!
alright, i'm glad i have a quite interesting tutor, and i have classmate i know! :D
Nurul Grace! LOL, fake nurul in the house. haha!
so we got our movie choice! Coach Carter. i know NOTHING about it actually. hahaha!
and just because i'm a freaking year 2, they made me the leader. ]:]:]:]:
old is not good.

met Applebottomjeans and Derek. went to Mensa 2 to eateateateateat!
yayyness. :D
went lounge after that. got the subcomm shirt and changeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and then went MEDIACORP! whoottttssss.
the whole trip was awesomely fun. everyone just camwhore and camwhore and, camwhore. hahaha! and everyone is just, super CHEE-HIGH.
we looked like kids going on excursion. hahaha! so funny.

anyway, we went for Don't Forget The Lyrics recording. :D
awesome. so i got to sit in this er, they so call premium seats. cause it's like, camera can see you. OMGZZZ. horrible. but it's damn irritating cause you have to like, keep standing up alllllll. D:
but you get to see Gurmit Singh, they call him Gurms, hahaha, damn up close.
but errrrr, cause i was wearing skirt. so no good.
then i decided to went up to sit. LOL.

anyway, we filmed the what Christmas specials lah. lol.
damn sad cause the first girl didn't win any money. LOL.
but the second guy won 10k. awesome money.

it's damn fun when you get to shout what you want them to choose. muahahaha.
and it's totally high when the guy sang ZOMBIE.
me and Kai went high and like, head bang! lolllll.
ohyesss, Kai did a catwalk and won a goodie bag. super funny. hahaha!

so anywayy, everything ended kind of late. like at around 12.
and it was like 1plus? when i reach home.
tired to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx.
but it was like a really fun day cann.

OHHHH, something damn retarded.
i fell down. T^T
and then now i have a very very very ugly bruise mark. D:
it's like, pink purple black. yucks.
damn retardeddddddddd.
damn the water on the roof. which drop on my face, which made me cannot see clearly, which made me trip, which made me feel so dumb. and then now, blueblack. ]: how great.
i fell damn clumsy the whole day yesterday. mygoodness.


should i go for the halloween party tonight? \:
my blueblack is damn ugly.

should i should i? D:
my blueblack is damn ugly.

oh. is going Liyi's house tonight! :D i hope i can.
my blueblack is damn ugly.

the weather is damn horrible now.
my blueblack is damn ugly.

sometimes i wish, we do not need to wake up from dreams.
my blueblack is damn ugly.

SUMMARY?
MY BLUEBLACK IS DAMN UGLYYYYYYYYY.

it's thursdayyyyyyyy! so damn fast lah.

2nd week of school's going to end so damn freaking fast! D:

walau.


went school 15minutes for 'lesson'.
it's like consultation lah, but. 15minutes! omg. and we only touched on letters! memos is not done yet. = = my goodness.
but the moonmountain was talking qabout something, which i thought was quite, meaningful.
he was saying, like, when you write a letter you have to beware of your words, if not you'll affect the business relationship. it's just like a paper, when you fold it, there will be a wrinkle there. so no matter how you try to make it straight again, there'll still be a fold there. it's the same for friends, classmates, etc.
True.

anyway, went off to BSC bookfest booth to helphelp abit.
saw so many people randomly walk pass. o: hahaha.
talked to Liyi and Sabrina! :D hahaha.
and finally at 5pm! :D

ScandJan is done with her stufffff! and offff! we go EAT! breakfast/lunch/dinner. with Derek also. LOL. so we talked and eat. then Desmond came to find us. then after that Desmond went lounge, then i sent Scand off, then Derek also left. then i went lounge.

Awesome, i finally learnt how to play a little bit of Pool. hahaha, thanks Latif! Pro-ness. hahaha!
but i still suck. i totally cannot aim ah. LOL. but there was once! WAHHHH, i hit in two balls in a rowwww, like hidden talent like that. :D happiness. hahaha!
but when i play with Bernita! OMG TRAGIC. last ball, i hit too light. = = then she won. hahaha!
and then i play with Farhan. = = he totally trashed me please. cui.
then played with Persie against Farhan. STILL LOSE! hahaha. saddd.
played Foosball after that. i suck at defensing. oh whatever. D:
hahaha.

homed after that! watched abit of tv cause there was like food showwwww! damn cool.
i especially like Take Home Chef. :D
but my all time favourite chef is Jamie Oliver! he's total awesomenesssss!

ohyess, i'm going to watch the Don't Forget The Lyrics with SU tonight.
coolshitz.

but i wonder how to get home from Mediacorp. hmmm.
when was the last time i went there? \:

omg.
i'm horribly tired nowwwww. D:

it doesn't help when i'm feeling hungry at the same time. ]:


my head feels like it's going to burst anytime.
especially when you haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. omg, kill me. \:


woke up at around 1045, went for CS2 which started at 1.
seriously ah, the moonmountain hor! i don't know what shit is he talking about 99% of the time. and then we have to slowly listen and decipher. omg, like listening to greek and learning chinese. = =
he's damn funny today cause he was like what, saying 一日不见,如隔三秋.
okay which means like, never see you only for a day but it feels like never see you for 3 autumns. damn retarded. haha.
but alright, he let us off super early! we had only 1 hour of lesson. coolshitz.

went lounge after that, to like totally slack and everything. :D
i feeel damn randomly high today, don't know why. \:

anyway, as i'm typing each sentence, my head is bursting each time. omggggg.

anyway, went to eat lunch/dinner/lunner/dinch, whatever you call it at around 5pm.
accompany Liyi to the Police Post, cause she lost her wallet! D:

IF ANY KIND SOULS PICKED UP LIYI'S WALLET PLEASE PASS IT TO THE POLICE KAYS.

omg, my head.


so that day Kiat was like asking me if i remembered who's register number 29 in 2P. LOL!
i was register number 30 so of course i remember lah. :D hahaha.
but after that i was thinking. awwww, i miss 2P chalet. [: then was wondering if there'll be one this year. hahah! and wanted to like ask ANGCHINGHONG to plan again. cause confirm will have more people coming cause weiling ah! that day told me on Facebook that she'll go if there's one.
then i wanted to like, hint Hong to get one, then today she damn AUTOMATIC ah, ask me to vote for which chalet dates is the best, yay to the max pleaseeeee. [x


okay, my head. is like totally burstingggg!


oh, i don't know if i should go for the Halloween thingy. D:
omggg.

and oh, Smile-a-Wish T-shirt design is totally AWESOMENESSSS. but woah, fierce fierce fierce. deadlinesssss.


ohyesss! ANY BUSINESS STUDENTS WANNA JOIN SMILE-A-WISH AS A HELPER? :D
can contact me know. hahahahahaha! i can give you details. :D


OKAY, MY HEAD IS TELLING ME TO GET LOST AND BRING IT TO BED. D:

Happy Deepavali!

i'm like at my grandparents house nowwww.

i had an Icecream just now! :D
Chendol ice cream. hahaha! i wanted Yam but no more. D:

seriously, how to not get fat when you've been eating unhealthy food for past don't know how many days.

OH! yesyes, my weight is like. %!%$&*#)(*!&#&&(&)# SERIOUSLY!
it's not going down, okay, not going up either, i wouldn't want it to BUT!
my weight currently is like, the PEAK i've ever reached k!
I WANT IT GO DOWN DOWN DOWN!


hoyes, i suspect my this insomnia problem is getting worseeeee.
guess what time i slept today?
630AM. AWESOME. when the sun's about to come up! welldone.


ohyah. Kim is going Maldives for her OSIP. bon voyage and take care! [:


YOU KNOW! for a moment i thought there's NO SCHOOL TOMORROW?!
think too much seriously! hahaha, until i realise nooo, there's school tomorrow!
sian!


ohyah!
I'M GOING TPRAWKS! :D as a PL. hahahah!
total awesomeness.


and i feel this post is total randomness.
i feel random again.
OH, I WANT TO EAT MARSEHMELLOWS!
have this urge to buy, but. rahhhhh. ]:

ohyess, okay, nevermind. i suddenly forgot what i'm suppose to say. = =

Your emotional controlled rate: 37%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.

Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

currently at my grandparents'. [:

am going for dinner soon, lalala.
dinnerdinner makes me fattttt.

anyway, went to Pris house yesterday! [:
it was like, what. 7plus when i reach her house there! haha.
damn late.

-

okay, that was all typed before i went dinner. :D i just came back and yay! good food. [: Thai food yozzzzzz. yumz. but retardedly, my dad forgot to order TOM YUM SOUPPPP! D: there goes my favourite Thai dish.

okay. yes, so after i reached Pris house we went to buy food, chips, drinks and ICE CREAM! coolios pleaseee. seriously right, if i'm not fat it's really quite funny can. i've been eating Ice Cream for the past don't know how many days! D: include Lollipops, how can i not get fat?!

so we were talking, eating, surfing net, camwhore, laughing, drinking, basically just slacking around. hahaha. cause both of us were like, lazy to go anyway, and then Pris was like saying go her house, so yay! LOL.
left at like 11plus? haha, took 238 to toapayoh interchange and manage to catch the last bus for 159! :D but then i missed my last bus for 83 at Sengkang. HAHAHAHA! CUI MAX!
wanted to like walk home or something to save money, but it was like 12plus to almost 1am. omg. took cab in the end which cost me a freaking $7plussss! \:
so i reached home at like 1am. welldone. hahaha.

best thing was i couldn't get to sleep at all. mygod. INSOMNIA OMG!
tried listening to music to make myself fall asleep. switched channels for like don't know how many times! sang a few song, lala to some, and finally i fell asleep!
then i had nightmare! walau. i dreamt that my relative passed away. WALAU!
and then i woke up, like shit! and then i tried making myself fall asleep.
and then i dreamt that i killed a fly by blowing it! AND THEN I WOKE UP AGAIN! and i realised it was like what? 645am?! omg, i slept for probably only 3hours? \:
damn cui. then i tried making myself sleep again. and then woke up at 12. omggggggg.
HOWHOWHOWWWWW my body clock is like, upside down inside out already lahhhh.

Deepavali's tomorrow. means one more day of rest. okay, i hope i can like, try to switch my body clock proper.

i feel like eating Cotton Candy. omg, that's random.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

damn true but not true. okay, some true. [:

anywayyyy! OTCW's interview dates are comingggggz :D
for more info check OTCW details. :D
yayness.


saturday is really like relaxing kind of day. i like.
i'm going to pris house later! :D to like, relax more. hahaha.



hmm. i think i'm having insomnia problemss. not very good. D:
sleep when it's right please.

I HAD ONE OF THE BEST LOLLIPOP TODAYYYYYYYY! :D

totally coolshitz! :D
SCANDJAN LOVES MANNNNN! [:

anywayy, woke up kind of a late like around 1plus pm today.
totally sucked cause i woke up at 10plus, but my head just knocked me back to bed. even when i reply text, i don't know what was i typing.
i heard some alarm at around 12plus, but againnn, my eyes just don't bother opening for me and so i went back to dream island.

and so when my eyes did open for me i realise it was already 1plus, so i had to drag myself out of bed. omggg. i swear it was damn hard cause i'm like dragging very heavy mass of human body fats like. omg. can just DIE.

okay, i just looked at that and i don't understand what i'm trying to say but yeah.
i'm feeling kind of a cranky now. maybe cause i didn't exactly slept very well for the past few days. my body clock is totally screweddddddddddddd.

ohyes, so i met Cheryl and Nic today for Smile-a-wish shirt design. i'm glad to say a basic design is outtttt. [: it's totally AWESOME and i lovelove ittttt. we're just going to modify abit and add some stuff and we're done! yessssahhhhhhhh!

and i went to find Liyi at Bsc room, then decided to meet Pris to eat.
my FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY, which turned out to be DINNER. very bad for health but, i can do nothing.
hanged around with her and Farhan while Curly, Derek and Ruth went to eat.
and i was watching Skip Beat! episode 3! :D totally cuteeeeeeee! Kyoko's like sooooooo interesting lahhh! [: and there was this part about when she's young, and she's damnnn cuteeee!


omgggggggggg, melt. :D

so then Curly, Derek they all are like greates people! they went through the place to get us icecreamsssssssssssss! my god, many lovesssss! [:
went to LT19 for BSC Retreat movie night after.
night at the museum was the movie. stayed for an hour and off we go!

anyway, JANICE HUAY CAI LING is like a super evil cow. she's not a cow but i just feel like calling her a cow cause i don't want to call her meow.
but anywayyy, she wants me to say that i miss her many many deep deep and SWEAR that i will meet her next weeeek!
if not, i owe her LOLLIPOP! and if i do meet her, i get LOLLIPOPPPPPPP!
omg, i want those rainbow colour one, then got swirl many onesssss. :D
coolshitz.

i was telling her how cool it is if we use MONOPOLY money as transactions. and then she wanted me to swear with monopoly money. but she's smart, cause she know it's of no use. if not i would've use that to swear. D:

omgz, october is like ending soon! and november is coming soon. which means many people's birthday coming soon!

WAH, SOON LIKE SOONKUEH.

sweet like a candy.

♥ LiYi. =D - [ boxified-world.livejournal] says:
you always there for me lor
♥ LiYi. =D - [ boxified-world.livejournal] says:
helping me solve problems n stuff
♥ LiYi. =D - [ boxified-world.livejournal] says:
n i found i out i actually duno alot things abt you
♥ LiYi. =D - [ boxified-world.livejournal] says:
so i wan to be there for you when you sad or unhappy oso


OMG LIYIIIIII, you're damn sweeeetttt! i swear. [x
thanks alot, lovelove you!


so i was reading Pris's entry just now.
friends are always here for you.


thanks to people who were there.
Pris, Derek, Welson, Gina, Kori and Liyi.
thanks for asking/cheering me up/talking/listening.
love you all.


welsonchua you slut! stop speaking in your freaking american accent!

zutto kurikaeshiteta zutto kanashimasete bakari data
[I was always repeating myself I was always just making people sad]
kitto anata sae mo kizutsukete boku wa ugokenu mama
[I'll definitely end up hurting even you too I can't move]

anata ni fureru koto ga naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
[Why is it this painful When I touch you?]
kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshita anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara
[I definitely just kept doing the same things to you Because I was afraid of losing you]

yorisou koto de nuguou to shita wasure kirenakatta hi wo
[Snuggling up with you, I tried to wipe away The day that you have been unable to forget]
anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigitte kureta ne
[Without listening to anything You grasped ahold of my hand]

ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
[Even if your feelings went away tomorrow]
kitto kawarazu aishite iru
[I would definitely love you, unchangingly]

ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
[Even if I couldn't see you tomorrow]
kitto kawarazu aishite iru.
[I would definitely love you, unchangingly]
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future which you are

tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai anata wo omotte iru
[I'm thinking of you so much, that it's almost like I'll forget even about the things that are painful]
aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni kogareru mune
[When I count the nights that I can't see you for My heart yearns for you]

kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru douka hitori kiri de nakanai de
[I invite different types of loneliness into my life Please, don't cry all alone]
donna ni hanareteite mo shinji aeru futari de iyou
[No matter how far apart we may be Let's believe, together]

douka kono mama waratteitai
[Somehow, I want to laugh like this]
anata wo kizutsuke sasenai de
[Don't make me hurt you]
toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta
[When time passed by, things got dim]
anna omoi kurikaeshita kunai
[I don't want feelings like that to repeat themselves]

ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
[Even if your feelings went away tomorrow]
kitto kawarazu aishite iru
[I would definitely love you, unchangingly]
ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
[Even if I couldn't see you tomorrow]
kitto kawarazu aishite iru.
[I would definitely love you, unchangingly.]
douka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
[Please, look only at me]
douka kono te ga tokenu you
[Please, don't let go of my hand]

I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future which you are

so i woke up totally late, and ended up skipping lessons. ]:
very bad.

i'm having quite a bad headache. since the night before yesterday's. i wonder what's wrong.
anywayy, no lesson tomorrow. yay.
i'm going to like, enjoy. right.

Cassis is being played repeatedly on my iTunes. hooked to it.

okay, i guess i should get ready. i'm going school to meet Pris.


urgh, i need to go buy more Lollipops.

Commsk'd today, lunched with APPLEBOTTOMJEANS was fantabulous!
tprawks interview afterwards with Chris and John as interviewer.
slacked awhile before she left for lesson at 4.
randomly went to find curly cause he said he was at design canteen with desmond.
kori and sab came.
went bsc room afterwards.
slept for awhile before heading for home.

it's been really tiring. even though it's just the first week of school.
i wonder who'll be in my Sociology class tomorrow.


& all the smileys lost their way today.
i'm going to find them back.

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back, I realize it was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here

Tuesday.
had Commsk2. haha, Rayna was saying this tutor is damn retarded. he will always introduce himself as moon mountain all. omg, he really did. hahaha. super retarded. but he's a little boring. hahaha. anyway, it was suppose to be a 3hour long tutorial, but he ended much earlier, which was, according to Rayna, the ONLY good point of him. hmmms.

went to meet Liyi, Kori and Pris at Bsc room again. [: went to pack food againnnnn. i'm going to get fatter, like SERIOUSLY. \:
after eating went down to the Lecturers Appreciation Booth. yayyys. helped out a little. more like having fun lor! hahaha. :D

went for dinner with Pris at around like 6plus.
ate PRATAAAA. lol! had plain and cheese. Pris had plain and yeeeeegggggg. hahaha.
talked for super longgggg! till like 8plus, then we walked to busstop. omgggg.
damn cool lah! talked alot. :D lol, and we both felt better after talking. HAHAHA! totally retarded. but yah. like, YEAH! :D loveyou tons toooooo! :D


anywayyyy. i'm really thankful to this someone.
who totally cheered me up yesterday night. [:
i'm gonna keep a secret as to who this person is, but you can guess, if you want to. haha.
anyway, to YOU, you know who you are. THANKSSSSSS! :D
-for giving me your 'lucky charm' cause you said sha gua will always have much more lucky charm than others.
-for laughing at my lame jokes, when i think it's damn not funny, hahaha! and when no one laughs at my jokes anymore.
-for telling me to be happy, cause it's important that i'm happy.
-for asking me to vent anything on you cause your fats can take it. haha!
-for talking to me last night, and made me feel better, less confused all.
i swear i almost cried last night cause i was super touched. [: thanks for everythingggg!
i hope your operation will be alright, really. [: if you need, i can give you the 'lucky charm' back. hahahahhaa. THANKS ONCE AGAIN. [:
you're the greatest friend man! [:


okay, i'll be happy, and not emo anymoreeeeeee. this emo period will be overrrrrr! YES.
i'll be laughing from the bottom of my heart once again! [:

lunch date with applebottomjeans tomorrow! :D

it will all go away, soon, soon enough.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
hahahahaha.
NO LESSON FOR ME YAYS :D

hahaha. but i still went back to school lah. oolala.
went to look for Liyi, who was in the bsc room with Kori and Sabrina. haha.
talkedtalked and Pris came. talked somemore, packed food and ate.
then many people came to the room.
talked, slacked. okay, basically just do nothing lah. hahaha.
until like around. 7plus.

then left for home with Pris. [:

saw Rayna applebottomjeans.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPLEBOTTOMJEANS! :D
colourful sexbands ah! hahaha :D


okay, i'm going to TRY upload photossss. cause it's VERY BIGGGGG.
D:
more of it contains my BIG SCARY FACE :D



okay, the above 2 photos are taken by Pris's digital cam. :D
and if you think the second photo of the leaves is nice, THANKS! :D:D
cause it's taken by me. hahahaha!


and the following photos are all taken by the DSLR.
very nice photos. [: taken either by Pris or Latif. :D



there are many more photos. but the photos i took from Pris all contains my face. MUAHAHA. and cause it's all TOO BIG, i only chose a few to upload.
i wanted to upload more ah! but it's taking wayyyyyyyyyyy too long to upload just ONE photo. rawr.

okay, i'm going to have commskills tomorrow. sickening lah, 3hours! ohmyguanyinma.
i'm going to skip the 9am lecture, sure cannot wake up lor. ]:

OH! I'M HAPPY CAUSE I ATE LOLLIPOPS TODAY. :D

有时寂寞太沉重　
身边彷佛只是观众
你的感受没有人懂　
难得谁自告奋勇
体贴让人格外感动　
爱上他前后用不到一分钟

回想恋情的内容　
有谁想过有始有终
不过是一时脆弱让人放纵

穿梭一段又另一段感情中
爱为何总填不满又掏不空
很快就风起云涌　
人类的心是个无底洞　
尝试亲吻尝试拥抱或沟通
没有好感再尝试也没有用
大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔

没有谁背后怂恿　
不该爱又爱的冲动
是你害怕孤单而拼命补充

rotting sunday.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. meow.
school's starting tomorrow, but i'm glad there's no lesson. :D
no tutorials or lab for the first week, so YAY! but i will hate mondays for the rest of the sem i guess. it's sooooooo freaking packed. \: there's comm skills on tues though. D:

ohyes, i got Socio for CDS. should i change? or should i just, stick to it? hahaha. i don't mind it lah. i'm just scared of the memorizing part. D: ohgod, please be easy. X:

anyway, was talking to Pris about our holidays together. and we were complaining about the holidays, WHY IS IT SO SHORTTT! and that, what we miss doing together, omg sound so lesbianishy. :D


P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
i want more chalet
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
I MISS HOLIDAYS WITH ACCION!
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
ahhhhhh
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
i want
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
i want chit chatty session
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
more trekking sessions.
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
i want catching
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
then hang out and just lepak.
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
i want sentosa!
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
I WANT K!
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
hahaha, i want.................. i don't know! hahahah. random going out!
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
YES! OMGGGG, should have k session soon sia.
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
random dinners and lunch!
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
yesyesyesyesssss:D
P R I S - find me my glass slippers says:
ZOO!
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; Give me back the swing! says:
omgggg, so many things, so little time.


hahahah, retarded lahhh.
and i'm looking forward to next OTC. Pris was saying let's all get into the same empire. omgggg, what are the chances! \: and TPrawks interview! ahhhhhhhhh.

you knowwwwwwww, i feel like eating marshmellows.
:D

走过跟你走过的街
难过感伤一些
有些事无法感谢
我终于了解
是我把爱弄得太完美
多完美还是会枯萎
你最后那一句再见
才让我学会
怎么放爱去飞

擦干了眼泪
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节
你知道我想着谁
虽然梦想难免被现实打碎
I'm On My Way
活在没你的世界
回头对你说
Good-Bye

擦干了眼泪
我不要安慰
日子会过去才对
都是黑咖啡
苦得让我今晚不能入睡
不想活在重播的情节
不再跟自己责备
快乐伤悲
天亮天黑
I'm On My Way

it's a freaking sunday.
school's reopening tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to it.
it's like boring times a many million, trillion, godzillion. SUCKS.

how i wish holiday is longer than ever, or maybe never-ending. ah, in my dreams.


i have a wish now.
I WANT TO BECOME A LITTLE KID AGAIN. and then play the swing.


okay, this shall be in my wishlist, that will never come true.

thanks ah, Derek.
lame to max.


anyway, change of blogskin. [:
so damn colourful, i like.

soooo this shall stay for some time, before i change to a new one!
haha, i saw quite a few nice ones already. yay.

Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy
We've Seen This All Before
But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You

Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls
Don't You To Know That We Love You?

See What You All Don't Know About Him
Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me
It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know Deep Inside He Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My Man
I Don't Think Ya'll Understand
I'm Telling You

Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Us To Help?
We Known Each Other Too Well

Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ten,
You cannot hide from your friends

hello.
today is a great saturday.
weather is kind of beautiful today, except for the retarded rain in the late afternoon. all's good.

woke up totally late today.
supposed to meet at 11am at Harbourfront but woke up only at 1130am when Farhan called. omg. rushed like mad and then finally reach at around god-knows-what-time. thanks Derek and Dorothy for waiting! [:
paid the usual $3. and Palawan Beach we go.
some people were there alreadyyyy. Farhan, Sabrina, Gina, Claudine, Steven, Geraldine and Jacqueline. and then Samuel came after we reached.
Captains ball. hahaha. sand was so freaking hot you cannot step longer than 10seconds if not it'll be cooked.
after a game or two, some of them went to buy drinks while i look after the bags.
and i thought the sky was very beautiful. haha.

then i just sat there and talked to Wati, Cindy while the rest continued playing Frisbee, Volleyball, etc. haha. met Janice, her superman, Rebecca and Changyong. :D
damn happy too see ScandJan. hahaha. and Changyong looks totally skinny with his botak head. hahaha. and i oh-so-love Jan pleaseeee. [x she's the ONLY ONE who discovered that i cut my fringeeeeee! O:
hahaha. lovelove ah.

anyway, went back and sat for awhile, listened to songs, sing abit. and then the sky suddenly turned abit dark ah. and then it started drizzling. and then it started raining. omgggggggggggggg.
and then we ran. to TAS. hahahahahahaha.
to showerrrrr.

omg, the toilets damn nice. yay.
so clean and nice. haha. and then we passed by the basketball court and then they retardedly say play ABC. and we'll leave if someone finishes the whole game. buttttt, if you air ball, then condemned. omggggg. play till halfway, tired and left. LOL.
went Vivo, decide what to eat, went SeahIm to pack food, up to Skypark to eat.
was damn hungry cause i didn't eat the whole day, finished up my food even before some of them came back. went to Giant with Derek and Gina. they went to buy drinks and i went to get more food. omggg. i'm getting fatter.

ate, homed afterwards. mum was complaining she didn't get to see me for a week. and then when she saw me just now, she say i slimmed down. = = but then is face slimmed down. walau.
then it's not slim down at all lor. urgh.

anyway, had Night Catching in school yesterday. retardedly funny.
met Derek in school, waited for Claudine, Claire, Farhan, Latif, Curly, Desmond and Ruth. ate at Techno. then back to school for Catching.
started with Design school.
Claudine and Farhan were the catchers. ran with Curly and Derek. in the end, cause i know i cannot outrun them, i stupidly went into a trap. = = and was the only one who got caught. damn!
Business afterwards. Curly and I became the catchersss.
caught Desmond, Latif and Derek. saw Claudine and Farhan many time. but in the end we didn't get to catch them. SUPER RETARDED.
Iit school last. Derek, Latif and Desmond were catchers. we all hid at almost same place. damn fasttttttt. they found ALL of us in like within 5 minutes? walau. totally no fun.
homed afterwards.

I GOT UGLY SLIPPERS TAN LINES NOW.
HOW NOW BROWN COW?

sometimes, words just can't explain how i really feel.
i am, kind of a lost now.

12MIDNIGHT!
HAPPY NEW DAY!
retarded.

[edit] i overheard my mum talking to my dad just now. she was saying something about Prudential. she was saying she saw some parts of the news. and that it says the next dangerous company is something else and Prudential. having chances of folding. \: omg. and she was like, i didn't buy and you bought the insurance. you better go check cause our daughter's what don't know time ah, will be soon, later cannot take the money then how, etcetc.
seriously, i hope this doesn't happens.
i hate it when there's recession. fuck.[/edit]

突然發現站了好久　不知道要往哪走
還不想回家的我　再多人陪只會更寂寞
許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過
我的快樂要被認可　委曲卻沒有人訴說

夜把心　洋蔥般剝落
拿掉防衛剩下什麼　為什麼脆弱時候想你更多

如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我
像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說　懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼負荷　捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說　會不會相信我
對流言　會附和　還是你　知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱

許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過
我想我寧可都沉默　解釋反而顯得做作

如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我
像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱
如果你想起我　你會想到什麼

IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYY. :D
omg, so fast. one week's gonna gone so soon. and school's starting like, VERY SOON.
omg like mad lah. D:

and i think the timetable's weird. like, really weird. hahaha. ohwells.

went Henderson waves yesterdaayyyyy. :D
freaking nice place with super nice view. hahaha.
i like the place except for the many disgusting ants which scares me.
hello, i have a phobia for many ants gathering together. it just freaks me! D:

anyway, we left Harboufront at around 4. when we're suppose to meet at 1230. omg like mad. hahaha! there was Claudine, Wati, Pris, Farhan, Curly, Desmond and Latif. we packed food, subway! there to eat. rained halfway, and we found shelter to hide. whoooo. then after the rain stop we continue our way upppppppp! and, up to Mount Faber point! :D uber cool. took loads of photographs. omgomgomg. nicenicenice. [: but it's all with Pris! cause she brought 2 camera, 1 DSLR and 1 digital cam, which was in my hands most of the time. and the 2 of us became the photographers up the way! omg.
there were a few retardeds who tried posing for us to take photos, damn funny.
examples like Curly and Claudine. HAHAHAHAHA! who are also scandals for the day, cause they wore similar havainas. :D

omg, it was super tiringggggggggggggggggg! but it was fun cause i was holding a camera. :D hahahaha! anywayyy, Pris brought BUBBLES! so damn childhood toy. i like. :D seriously, i think i lack childhood memories. i was playing with the bubbles like a happy little kid. LOL! and yay! Pris and Lala took nice shots of the bubbles, not of me of course. hahahaha!
Derek came halfway after Claudine left.

went to pack food, fried chicken rice which i shared with Wati rocksssss many. ohyes, i had a chicken craving for the day, i just feel like eating chicken! hahaha! okay, we packed food up to Vivo skypark to eat. omgggggg THE VIEW IS JUST WONDERFUL LAHHHH. :D
many loves please.
they sang, played psp. and had a roleplay of OTC. RETARDED LIKE MAX LOR.
what empire is called NIFA. and then there's sub-empires. NIPA, NIMA, NIZAINA. omg.
if there was such empire i will change ah. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

played with Pris's DSLR a little. :D wheee. and then we went to play with water and took a few great shots! [:
Lala is like those professional photographer! okay, you move here and there. okay goodgood! somemore. LOLOL! :D
and then we went to the playground to play! hahahaha! super dizzzzzyyy. everyone had a go at the spinning thing. super funny. they are totally retarded lah!
i played this see-saw-like thing with Pris! quite fun i think. but we jerk it too hard, then Pris accidentally hurt herself. \: sorrrryyyy!
and then we played with water! hahaha. okayyy, i was trying to splash water at everyone, but splash only eh! then Farhan tried to grab me and push me to the water there, but hahahaha! the water loves me so much it just didn't come out. :D
anyway, the last part of whatever challenge they call it is the tunnel thing.
so it's like you have to go through the tunnel, then they will roll the tunnel, or hump the tunnel. whatever it is lah. hahaha. and Curly was damn sad. hahahahaha! cause when he's inside, everyone just roll the thing like some crazy people! LOL!
and then it was homeeeeee. [:

TPSU Sports day later.
followed by Night Catching in School with some Accions. LOL!

Latif,Wati,Curly,Sean,Claudine,Grace,Pris,Derek

:D

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

You can't give up!
When you're Lookin' for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There 's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

1036. omg.
i wake up so early todayyy! wow. LOL.
hmmm, is blogger having some problems? why is there problems with the autosave! D:

shit.


going to the Hendersons Waves later with some Accions. yayyys!

anyway, went out with Derek, Curly and Claudine yesterdayyyyy.
it was suppose to be a cheap thrill day.
anywayy. i became the latest! shit. even Derek was earlier than me! oh no.
so anyway, met at Suntec. talked abit. and then Claudine has to leave.
retardedddd cause i just arrive not long! hahahahhaa.
anyway, first cheap thrill was the Macs cone icecream. hahahahahahahhahahaha!
but i think that's like the only cheap thrill, lor!

anywayyy, Farhan last minute text say that he feels lazy don't want to come out. meow.
then after that we waited for bus with Claudine. talked for a moment.
than after she left we decided to walk around.
andddddd! it's ARCADE TIME! :D

we started with the basketball. i don't like the machine! the ball keep bouncing out. eeee! hahaha. it was like, Curly plus me vs Derek! omg fierce. lolll.
then it was Daytona afterwards. hahahhahaa. i lose to the 2 of them! shit!
then we played Bishi Bashi, but the chinese version one. hahahahah! damn retarded. but i won Curly! :D but Derek won me. hahaha.
and then the 2 of them played Virtual Cop3. hmmm. okay. LOL.
we wanted to take Neoprints. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! suggested by me lah. but they say anything. but the machine too sucky. and we think it's better when there's more people! hahaha! sooooo. we played some touch screen games in the end. Photohunttt :D
we keep laughing at how lousy the machine is, and it's as if for old tikos! cause the picture, a few of them are like girls! with bikini or something, omg lah! Shengba. the name of the machine. HAHAHAHA! retarded. tried breaking records but it's hard lor! LOL.
and then we went to look around the Big Sweet Land, and the soft toys machine! :D

damn cool. saw people caryying loads of sweets omg. i wonder they play so much so what leh, i still don't understand. LOL.
anyway, walked Derek to Marina Square with Curly. and then we were talking about Desmond and Farhan. hahahahahhahaha! the 2 gayshit retardeds.
last minute gave us an Airport to manage. LOL.

anyway, Derek went for his meeting. and then Curly and i decided to eat at BK cause there was not much people. and omggggg. gossip. :D damn cool please. it's damn funny when we talk about some people. OOOOOOPS. hahaha, anyway. we sat there till like around 9 plus. then we leave.
and ohhh. i took bus 3 home. after a very long time!
i still think bus 3 from Pasir ris sucks. everyone squeeze like sardines. scary lah. \:

so yuupppp, Hendersons Waves laterrrrrr! :D
okay, i guess everyone will be late again.
sooooooooooo.
i. shall. take. time. :D

雨停下的天空 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起走. 分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后. 我能承受
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里.你不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我
而暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆

你说过我不该
在这时说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃
我说我不该不该
不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天回忆

hiiiiiii, it's Wednesdayyyy. :D
hahahaha!

i'm so dead please. i'm suppose to meet Derek, Curly, Farhan, Claudine, Desmond at 1 at City Hall. now i'm very late!

hahahaha, actually i'm not sure who i'm meeting! only Derek and Curly told me ah. LOLOLOL.
it's so retarded cause i fell asleep during the conference last night. D: shit. haha! was too tired i guess. :D

anywayy, went to BSC Chalet BBQ yesterday. [:
felt like, lost. LOL, lucky i had Rayna and Derek for company ah. hahahaa!
anyway, we played Heart Attack Pig with some people. erms.
Ben, Claudia, Baoyi, HuiQi, her 2 friends, out of which i only know 1 is called Sirong. LOL! haha. Derek totally suck at the game! thus he has to do forfeit. seriously lah, too funnnnnnnny.
anyway, so he's suppose to do pole dance. so Latif became the pole. :D
just nice Latif has his class chalet there. LOL!
OH YESSSSSSS, i forgot to mention. before any game starts.
retardedly, at 6pm like that, we decide to go take a look at the Old Changi Hospital. hahaha! there was Derek, Rayna, Latif and me! yay. :D
but we didn't dare to go up to the second level, cause Rayna was scared and i had my menses. rahhh. next time.

so anywayyy, Derek did his forfeit. wanted to continue to some new game. but i don't know why we didn't.
after that we just went to sit at another table with Ben, Baoyi and Claudia. and started playing Asshole Daideee. yayyyyy! i from King become Asshole in one round. SUCKKKK. D:
Derek and Rayna left for their another BBQ, then Curly joined in the game. erm, actually Curly joined in the game already. LOL!
then more people came. actually is alot of people came. hahaha.
okay, then Wan was talking about this game and we just started playing. it's like, we go one rounddd, then when we opened the same card we gotta shout each other names!
but we have different category! which is irritating.
cause when we had the animal categoryyyyy, they had funny names like what
longtail mac..kor? I DON'T KNOW! then wad armedilo? Semenity? WHAT SHIT IS THOSEEE!
then there was street name, school name and apparel brand name.
hahahahahaha! i own the apparel brand name cause mine was Donna Karen New York. and i finished saying theirs even before they finished mine. HAHAHAHA! :D and Kori thought his was good, but he keep losing! but not as bad as Curly. LOL!

and we were super hungryyyy. but cause we are very lazy to go take food, we keep asking people to help us take food. HAHAHA! anywayyyy. didn't eat much lah. cause there was much to eat anddd we were busy playing games. LOL.

then Alvin teach us another game. OMGGGGG. DAMN ASS!
it's like some memory game. damn exciting ah, then. you have 4 cards. you can only see the outside 2 cards! then each will draw, K means you can draw 2 other cards, Q is can see one card, yours or others, J is swap a card with other people. omg lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
thennnnn, when you think you have the lowest card you have to declare. if not when the deck runs out you die. and if you got the biggest, or lowest when deck runs out. YOU WILL GET FLICKED ON THE FOREHEAD. PAIN LIKE SHIT!
i got flicked like twice. omg lah. D:

okay. and then my dad came to fetch me at 11pm. hahahaha.
damn anti-climax. walauuuu.

okayy. i think i should go prepare alreadyyyy!
i'm like damn late.
BUT, I THINK EVERYONE'S LATE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Farhan just messaged me say he overslept!
and Derek is like, late king somemore. okay.

i think i shall take a little longer. hahahaha. :D

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起斑娟般的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉着 我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
你开始的不快乐
你用卡片信写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

i was looking for a new skin to change to.
but i just couldn't find something that i really really really like kind. D:
found a couple of good ones. but, don't know leh.
guess i just use this until i found on VERY like one. hahahahha!
actually i wanted to change to a skin after this skin ah, but then someone is using lor! walau.
*ahemKORIahem*
LOL.

ohyesss, i totally hate navigation skins! but the irritating fact is they are always very nice! D:
can someone just cater to the non-navigation skin lovers? ]:
and i like simplesimple skins, hahaha. i like black basic kinds. :D
and no, nothing to do with love please. too kiddishly sweet scares me alot too. some pink is fine. i've used fancily pink skins before. but at least it was not kiddish or twittish. :D
ooooh, please no snowflakes for my mouse. quite retarded.

LOLLLLLL. as if anyone will make a skin for me. ]:
HAHAHAHAHAHA. WHATEVER.


anywayyyy. am going to BSC Chalet later for BBQ. [:
going to meet Derek, Rayna[APPLEBOTTOMJEANS!] and i not sure if Tracy's going to meet us later. hmm. but i really don't like the place, omgchangiomg. LOL.


ohyahh. you knoww, yesterday i was playing with my mum, then retardedly i kicked the side of the wall with the back of my feet! OMG. now there's like blue-black! D: damn painnnnn. i can't walk properly now. = =
damn retarded when i just slipped and fell at home that day.
HOME IS SUCH DANGEROUS PLACE. tsktsktsk.


anywayy, i don't know why people like to emo so much, tsktsktsk.
it's as if i'm shooting myself cause i emo alot too. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
dumb to max. = =


erm. i think i didn't mention anywhere hor.
but i cut my fringe. :D hahaha.
it's like not much difference ah, i think.
cause it's not exactly very well cut. D: omg. so i still feel like cutting my hairrrrrr. HAHAHAHA!
siaooo.
Pris ask me to cut short hair, like, OMG NO MAN.
i will never cut short hair lor. it's scary. LOL!


it's 1324 now.
hmmm.
watch show. :D



[edit]okayyyyyyyy! i just change the playlist. no more english oldies.
it's JAYCHOU IN THE HOUSEEEEE. :D
lol! 魔杰座! yayyayyayyayyayyayyyyyy. okay good. that shall settle the playlist for quite some time. [: [/edit]

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose, that I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Slow way down
This break downs eating me alive
And I'm tired
This fire's fighting to survive

Tell me a secret
Tell me a story
I'll listen intentively
I'll stay awake all night
All i need is a whisper
There's nothing left in me
Not even my body is strong enough to fight
Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared

But I'd rather be here with you

today is a boring monday.
thanks to my dad taking leave. hahahaha.
okay lah cannot blame him.
he needs to clear leave.

he's damn funny. he was like, saying what. he got msn. then want to add us all.
then i was like, OH NO OMG NOOO. LOLOLOL!
imagine him checking us on MSN.
omg imagining it makes it so retardedly funny!


anyway, i was reading Accion blog. then i decided to check Accion Email. OMGGG.
damn messy. hahaha! and alot of mails. so i decided to arrange it a little. OMG LAH, HOW FREE I WAS! \:
anyway, i'm damn excited about Accion's new shirt design. TOTALLY AWESOME PLEASE! [:
Thanks Farhan many for the design! it's a wonderful job done!

Anyway, 说好的幸福呢 by 周杰伦 is damn emo, damn nice.
thanks ah Derek. EMO SONG. = =



okayyyy, time to find something to do. [:

写信告诉我今天 海是什么颜色
夜夜陪著你的海 心情又如何
灰色是不想说 蓝色是忧郁
而漂泊的你 狂浪的心 停在哪里

写信告诉我今夜 你想要梦什么
梦里外的我是否 都让你无从选择
我揪著一颗心 整夜都闭不了眼睛
为何你明明动了情 却又不靠近

听 海哭的声音 叹惜著谁又被伤了心
却还不清醒
一定不是我 至少我很冷静
可是泪水 就连泪水也都不相信

听 海哭的声音 这片海未免也太多情
悲泣到天明
写封信给我 就当最後约定
说你在离开我的时候 是怎样的心情

I GOT MY F1 PAY YESTERDAY! :D
damn happpppppyyyy.
it's like i'm finally $180 richer. hahahhaa.
it's damn funny when i got $180, but Sabrina got $179.50.
she kept grumbling about that 50cent difference. and say she wants to get it back all. hahaha!
but it's totally irritating when night shift got like around $30 much more than us! D: omg.
but it's okay. [:
i'm still waiting for the pay for the hotel thing i did the other time to comeeee. [:

it's like my first cheque lahhh! haha, okay lame.
mum was so happy she went to buy 4D with the number on it. LOL.

anywayyy. Derek is total late king lah.
met Dorothy, Amanda, Susan, Tracy at Cityhall before going to Marina Mandarin.
met Cherlle halfway and she say there's NO QUEUE.
damn rare. no queue!
ate Subway, Derek came and finally we reach the place.
and then we saw a queueeeeeeeeeee. D:

Sabrina came to find us. saw Cheongkaiwen who was basically talking at the top of his voice lah! haha. and saw Wenqi! it's like primary school friend ohmygosh. LOL. anyway, i heard kaiwen say he couldn't get his pay because what erm. they missed out the E in his name. so it became chongkaiwen instead of chEongkaiwen. retarded!

so after we all got our payyyyy, we each went our own way.
then Derek and Sabrina came my house! whoooots.
cause i had to change before we Bball. :D
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy. it's damn funny. cause on the way, we kept talking and what keep leading each other on stuff. HAHAHA!
and then when they reach my house we started playing the Card Prediction Game. total lameness.
and then the 2 of them damn funnny. cause my room can see Farhan's block. then they were like, omg! can see him change anot. erm, please.
then after that Farhan called and they were like playing all.
hahah! Sabrina was saying she could see him change from my house using binoculars. LOLOLOL! retarded shit alllll.
and then we decided to meet at the bridge i always take to go home from sengkang before going to meet Gina and the rest.

met Gina, Steven, Adrian and Gina's friends at the CC.
cause there was a match going on, we decided to walk allllll the way to the Anchorvale CC there to play. erm, it was super ulu. it's like near FARMWAY lrt. hahahaha.
FARMWAY. lol.
yeah. then they started playing and everything.
then after that cause Derek need to change his pants. we went to take a look at the Swimming complex. omgggg. look damn funnnn. and we started having plans to go there and swim, WHEE! :D and then we started to say what, Sentosa, Mahjong. all the days. but the whole week is like damn packed for everyone lah! everybody free on quite different day. hahaha. but in the end we had an outing settled. :D
oh, Samuel came like super late. LOL. and when he came everyone's like tired already. hahaha.
and i had a great time watching them play cause they're like damn funny lah. LOL.
anyway, we were there till around 10. we are like the last few people left. omg. hahaha.
decide where to eat. and finally went to Rivervale to eat MACDONALDS. hahahah!
cause there was nothing to eat already! omg.
we all left at around 1130.
Derek suppose to take 62 from my house there. but if he reach there he would've missed his last bus, so Farhan and I walk him to take 82. then Gina bring Samuel and Steven to take their buses. but took damn long. so Gina went home and Farhan and I walked them alllll the way to a different busstop.
and by the time we reached the busstop it was almost to 12 and both of their bus left already! hahaha.
and then they kept complaining how ulu was Punggol and Sengkang and FARMWAY. lol!
and when ask where we stay we say it's nearby, they just keep on saying, no wonder lah! FARMWAY ahhhh FARMWAY. hahahahahhahahhaa. retardedddddd.

dad brought us to eat dinner at this place in Changi today. it's opened by his friends.
i'll say it's not bad ehhh. i like the steamboat. :D hahahaha.
and my mum just told me something ah. which made me more scared. \:
she was saying my dad's company has some problems.
like, going to be bought by some other company or something. so don't know if my dad can stay in the company or not. \: omggggggg.
then she say another company hsa already asked him to go over, but he don't know if he's going or what. omgggg.
OMG, PLEASE LET MY DAD LIKE, AT LEAST KEEP HIS JOB OR SOMETHING. ]:
or maybe the company that offers him to go over, please do give him a pay rise pleaseeeee.
so mummy is like telling us to saveeesaveeesaveeee. omg. save.


anywayyyy. Pris is making me happy! hahahhaa. :D

- ♥ GRACiiE! ; LIGHT & FREE. says:
WHOO :D
P R I S - life is just like a bouncing ball says:
shiock shiock
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; LIGHT & FREE. says:
of course luh
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; LIGHT & FREE. says:
cause can see me again right :D
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; LIGHT & FREE. says:
hahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahha
P R I S - life is just like a bouncing ball says:
yeshaahhh
- ♥ GRACiiE! ; LIGHT & FREE. says:
HAHAHHA YAYYYYY PRIS LIKES TO SEE ME. :D
P R I S - life is just like a bouncing ball says:
:))



YAYYYY PRIS LIKES TO SEE ME. HAHAHAHHAHA!
so retarded. :D


okay. so my dad just announced TODAY that he took leave for tomorrow.
damn smart. so it means all plans cancelled for tomorrow kind of thing.
LOL.

and my brothers' O levels is coming.
BUT I DON'T EVEN SEE HIM MUGGING!

is he too complacent, or was i too hardworking?

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
I'm gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

Movin' on, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever,
I just gotta let you know,
That I won't let you go.

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

HELLO!

i'm suppose to leave house already.
but i'm still here! hahaha, omg.

i'm suppose to meet Derek at 1pm. now's 12! wow.

yayyyyy Basketball at 515 with Gina and others. :D


anywayyy, i feel damn hungry! D:

ohohoh. i don't feel like standing up. hahahaha.

errrrr, i feel like randomly typing.

hmmmmmmm, okay, i think i should go off already.

SO RANDOM! HAHAHAHA. :D

I woke up early to baby blue eyes from afar
And when the sun comes through and lights you like the angel you are
I know I do you wrong when
I'm with you I've been gone

With every season change,
it looks the same, November to June
And don't these empty streets skip a beat the flowers don't bloom

I can't believe I missed your birthday again
And I wanna come back but I just don't know when now

And I'm so lonely your not here with me
That's way I'm gonna be on the next plane home

The road that never ends next ends around the bend I see your smile
I'd swim acorss the sea to be with you for a while
Cos I've made a life of been gone
Now the way that I feel I just don't belong

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me
That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home
And you're you're the only face I wanna see
That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment
And be somebody yeah anybody
It seems the whole world is taking me over
I need somebody to help me get back to you

And I've always been a million miles away
But things are gonna change
I just wanna come home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see
That's why I gonna be on the next plane home
Yeah I'm taking the next plane home
Now I'm getting the next plane home

okayyyyyy i had smile-a-wish meeting todayyyyyyy! :D
it was, retarded to maxxxxx!
it's like laugh all the way lor. but it's cool. yeah. it's cool.
but got alottttttttt to do. omg, with TIGHT BUDGETS. LOL!


okay, let's learn. ABC.
A is for ALAMAK.
B is for BO WAY GONG.
C is for CONFIRM NOT.

haha, lame. = =

had Sakae Sushi buffet after meeting.
we didn't take a group photo! how cool.
there was Curly, Liyi, Kori and me at one table and Derek, Eugene, Sabby and Candy at another table. yuuup.
ate quite a lot. hahaha, but i thought we eat quite fast leh! hahahaha. yah.
but anywayyyy. quite fun. LOL.


ahhhhhhh. have to return like, all the F1 stuff tomorrow alr. D:
so fastttt. BOOOO MEOW. hahahahhaha!


i feel like eating mochi. \:

I guess I just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So, so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So, so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just took my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio
Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

You weren't there, you never were
You weren't all, but thats not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You weren't there, you let me fall

No No, No No
I Don't want you tonight
You weren't there

I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So, so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

H E L L O.
yawns.

:D

is damn tireddddddddd omgz.
came back from Accion chalet yesterday. :D

so the place is COZYYYYYYYY. and packed. LOL.
my memory is like, failing on me now. omg.
okay, so briefly.

hmmm.
smile-a-wish meeting. then went chalet with Curly and Derek. met the rest, Liyi, Claudine, Farhan, Gina and Kori. then Yufei came. went E!Hub. Arcade-d. then check in at 6. slacked. more people came. went for dinner with Derek, Kori, Curly, Yufei, Sabby. walked back. [my memory is like somehow stucked here] watched tv. stoned. cards-ded. okayyyyy. suddenly i can't remember alot of stufffff. oh! Sabby and Pris singing. Latif, Alex and Olive guitar-ing. Kori and Derek Card-ing. Sabrina, Gina, Farhan, Dorothy, Desmond[who else?] outside. EH! why i can't remember things. okay, then. Issac came, when everyone thinks he's not coming, he called it a surprise. Cindy came. then they gone. then er. went 'walk around' with Derek, Sabby and Pris. and then. suddenly i can't remember anything! i think we all just kind of went out to walk, like to find Farhan, Issac and Cindy. then it was like a big group outside sitting in the middle of nowhere stoning. LOL! and then Derek disturbed me and Issac with this long long itchy thing, like cane or something. and then Issac thought it was me. and then we started snatching for the long long itchy thing. and then both Issac and Derek start bullying me. like, knocking my head! ass. and everyone walked back to chalet. my stomach aches, ran to toilet and shitted. HAHAHAHA! yess. felt much better and went to talk to Sabby. went in room. stoned. listened to iPod. Chinaman. went back. showered. sat down. talked. Sabby gave me massage, which was shiok but a little pain. but retardedly, cause it was infront of Farhan. and my face was down. then everyone laughed say i'm blowing him. WALAU. = = after that fell asleep. it was morning already. woke up. many people gone! LOL. went to buy bbq food. shengsiong-ed with Liyi, Gina, Pris and Derek. camwhored. cabbed back with many many many heavy plastic bag. Farhan and Claudine appeared with a trolley! arranged the food. napped. Asshole Daidee-ed. Marinate chicken wings, IN THE TOILET with Gina. talked to the chicken. sat down. Asshole Daidee. more people came. played I've Never Ever. SHOCKKINGGGG. secrets, ssshh. BBQ START! waiting for food. talked to some of them. wait for food again. Steven suggesting going out to get instant noodles cause the fire is quite lousy. hmm. Steven, Sabrina, Gina, can't remember who else went to get noodles. Retardedly, after they left there's food! ate. talked. laughedddd. after that some left. Sent some of them out. walked to the busstop with Derek to send Gina and Farhan off. talked all the way back. helped Pris with Joey's birthday board. very nice. :D hahahha! watched abit of Money No Enough 2. went walking with Maybelin, Derek, Pris and Eugene. took a nap before Chinaman. stupid rules. too noisy, security came. game stopped. went back in. sleep. squeezed in between Maybelin and Derek. DAMN SQUEEZY! woke up, shock. when did Maybelin become Claudine! lol. woke up, said bye to Dorothy and Liyi. Sneezed like mad. Joey came! happy birthday twin! :D brushed teeth. ate Subway. mini celebration for Joey. showered. watched tv. talked. laughed. camwhored. went out. some had BK. went E!hub. arcade! :D Ball throwing, Bishi Bashi, DDR, Spongebob retarded game, Basketball, Daytona, camwhored. went back chalet take identification card. sit awhile. Asshole Daidee-d. King, Queen, Commoner, Prostitute, Asshole. went back to find Wati, Latif, Sean, Curly. bought fried squid. :D bowling. damn long never play thus i suck at it. lousy coupon rule stating! 3 games does not equals to 3 games each. oh, saw a fucking ugly guy who looks like a monk with dots not on the head but on his face. he diao-ed us, so that makes him ugly. oh, it's cause he cut the queue also. then cause 3 game does not equal to 3 game and there's a company function after that thing, games stopped. damn angry. took beautiful pictures at the entrance. :D group photo. Latif damn lucky with rainbow colour shot! went back chalet, wanted to go off. Kori not around, cannot go in. sat outside on stone bench like wanderers. talked. Kori came back. played game. I've Never Ever and Pointing game. Pointing Game damn fun. dman shocking and irritating. Sean's last question super fierce! first impression talk. took bags. walk to busstop. bus-ed with Claudine. :D talked. she alight. and then home-ed.

and ta-dah! done.
one whole chunky pieceee. LOL.

and i'm still waiting for Pris to send me photos yay! :D
oh yesss. damn funny. i took Derek's cam to take photo. and become Wallpaper worthy. hahaha!
but damn weird cause, on his wallpaper it looks very nice. but the photo itself is just so-so. LOLOL!


you know, sometimes.
i wonder why am i so _____________. like, seriously lor!
why can't i ____________________?
it's not that __________ right?
and sometimes i ___________ because my _________________ when _________________.
i ____________ ah.
it's not that _________________, but i'm ______________, that's why.
i don't want ______________ because of _________________.
i really, __________________, that's all.
and if ___________________, i'm _____________.
i know ________________________, but __________________.
sometimes, i _________________________. if i can _____________________.
and if i can _________________________, and not __________________.
i'll be ______________________________.


lol. it's just a note to self. i don't even think i'll remember what it means tomorrow. hahahahah! retarded.
okayyyy, Pris is sending me photos now. :D