hello.

today's thursday. another thursday.
the official boring&emo thursday.

still not feeling good, but who cares lah.

there's no school today. yay.
supposed to go do POM project today.
but i'm a little sick, and i can't drag myself to anywhere, so i decided to stay at home and do it. and maybe send to them or something.

i'm feeling so, urgh. i need to control my temper a little.
in case i just suddenly scream and scold once i get agitated. which is not good.


happy stuff,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEE SIYING!
YOU'RE FINALLY 17! [:

seriously lah, i miss her ALOT.
i remember how she'll be the one who give ideas on how to prank people.
rawr. and it's always on birthdays. she's like, the MASTERMIND. haha.

was browsing her friendster just now cause i remember chinghong told me they took photos, 10shoots in a row, so i went to see.
haha, they're so cute lah. so nonsense the photos.

and gwee don't look like the kind who will want to take so many photos one leh.
hmm, i guess the few of us should meet up soon.
or perhaps, have a 2p'04 gathering lah. ]:
miss them alot.


somehow, i hope that it's raining right now.
but it isn't. ]:
the sky's so bright now, i don't like.

anyway,
thanks janice. [:
for calling me to talk. [:
thanks alot really, i felt so much better after that.
but am sorry too, cause it's like my problem, so you can't do much too, and i hope it's not a load on you. ]:

thanks becca for asking too, but, i can't really put it in words.
thanks for caring. [: you're really so cartoon lah. haha.

thanks maureen, even thought we don't talk much at times,
and sometimes i really son't know how to tell you, and i don't want to trouble you.
you'll still come my blog and check how am i doing and everything. [:
thanks alot, i'll call you up soon. [:

thanks eldora for you kiss coupon. [:
haha, and your cheerups. hmm. thanks. [:


i know everyone's not used to me being sad and down.
but that's in a part of everyone's life.
who will not be sad?
who will always be happy?
there will be a point of time whereby one is very sad.
so, try to get used to it lah.


i need time to sort out everything.
but you can hope that everything will be solved faster.
then you'll see the happy side of me again.

byebye.